what might still hold a place of comfort.

yes the holidays are finally here, but honestly one week, i really wonder. maybe, things might Improve or wells, maybe not.

Friday today nothing much. Basically Friday's always a slack day cos thrs so little lessons&half the time the lessons are more of to slack alright whatever. &im really hating school like crap.

no idea whatsit like to be in my shoes i think. i really hate school. ive talked before about it but i guess it really doesnt seem to have any sort of help at all. in fact, right now its getting worst because im just cramped in the middle with nothing. i really hate this kind of feeling but whatsmore is there to be for me. im dreading handover&yet hoping for it to come. i dont know, contradicting. i guess that place really holds more then what i thought it does. everyday in school now is mental torture because its really hateful. seeing things happen just sucks. oh right, whatever.

stop sliding me in between like im some kind of joke
sucks.

i cant even rant in my blog because it would be way too unbecoming.

anw, went to study after school today at the school library with hweehwee(Lol) i think studying's really not my thing, rawrrrr. but im determined to make sure i'll make it into a good school, i cant wait to leave ahs.

watched The Leap Years afterthat at tampines mall. Amazing actress man&really really touching,lol. &halfway through i thought the way WongLilin was running was funny, okay-.- im going cranky&weird.


i want to be joyful, i want to be happy, but whats there for me to be happy&joyful about. i really dont know dont know dont know. you know what, life is a drag.
&something really helpful i learnt in the movie.

"three words that sums up what my life is about: it goes on."

i know its 2 days late but sorryyyyyyyy ):
&so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIATANMEIYA YOYOYO :D sweeeeeeeeeet sixteen alr my dear girl (:


thanks for the many many many laughters you have brought to vagdaks be it through your chidunness or your blurness ;D you know we love you a million&billion&zillion&gazillion!

i hope you love the vagdaks drive(: it was really rather fun doing it i think even if we had to overcome things like the floooooooood hahahah. &i had to have that disgusting encounter of loyang point's fishball noodles. its worth it dont you think? ;)

&really a hundred apologies for not spending that sacred day with you yeah but i still stand by the fact that vagdaks love you xoxo<3 even for the little number of pictures i take with you,hahaha.


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then so be it;

start waking up audreyyao, dreamland dont belong to you anymore. in fact you know what? it hates you fullstop

bye.

so after all that you have put in people think theres none.
at least i know that i have not done something against my conscience.

right, im going back to physics i dont care whatever is happening now because o levels are really coming onto me whatever.

&my cousin sent me this email regarding scienceVSGod &i guess it really makes sense.
Evil is merely the absence of God

one day this would come true.

goodbye.