hoops

& so my exams are finally over.... :D

although its pretty early in comparison to other Year 2&3's from my school, i still can't stress how awesome it feels to not have to wake up at 8am chiong down to Starbucks to study &home only for dinner. &yes, all alone. I've got a habit of studying alone ever since Secondary school for O's. (That's how i even came to know my library friends but that's a different story altogether) & this year it's the same. Just me&my books for these couple of weeks/months.

Even during my weekends i'll feel inclined to study, at least take out my notes for a couple of hours or i'll be immensely pressured with guilt. especially starting from the month before papers actually commence. so.... my darling boy ends up spending his bookouts for the weekends sitting next to me &watching me study hehee. Not bragging here but i'm seriously seriously thankful for that, because even after his 16+24k route march&only 3hours of sleep he joined me immediately after at Starbucks. Most people would probably be dying from the immense fatigue so i'm seriously and deeply touched keke.

Thank you so much my love, you have no idea how much strength i gather from the simple presence of you just sitting by me :-*

&since my papers are now over.............. TIME TO CATCH UP ON SO MUCH THINGS IVE BEEN MISSING OUT. toodles.

pish posh

sigh the moment where you're just too sian to study & you wanna just quit your degree &pursue a career in wherever you think will have a place for you.......

couple of years back when I was studying for A's I rmb having weekly consultations w my physics tutor (I forgot what's his name I only rmb referring to him as mian bao chao ren), he asked @allsmilesfchh and I this question.
'have you all ever studied up till the point where you feel like you don't know what you're studying for? like thrs no point in you studying anymore?'
he thn carried on w:
'that's when you've started to give yourself excuses for not studying.'
no idea why this particular statement of his stayed w me from than till now, but I guess it's probably because it made alot of sense to be back than, &also now. guess I rly need to hang in thr for these couple of weeks.... sian I still got one more yr to this degree lei pangsai...... (not like im the only one but just ranting)

KEEP YOUR THINKING HATS ON BEETCHES. #LEGGO

crystal clear

today marks the 17th month i've been w my boy muah:-*

haven't been at this space for a couple of weeks because i just dint feel like blogging again. ohwells. or should i say because exams are nearing hahahhaa listen to me. but yes been spending almost all my time @ Starbucks for my books &me. I honestly think i have had more milk intake this past weeks of studying than my whole life added up tgt (fyi, i'm supposedly lactose intolerant from young but amazingly my tolerance threshold kinda gets upgraded the older i get.)

&anyway since i've always been into kpop i found kpop star to be extremely intriguing. My favourites being YouU; ShinJiHoon &Raccoon Boys. So here's a little something for to share w you guys. You don't have to worry about not understanding them cos they're all English songs that they're performing in this particular instances. &here they are, collaboration stages between the Season 1&2 finalists. particularly loving these 3 stages.

k toodles.