new year is over.
like a flash.
hong baos were ok.
not very little.
and not very much.

i'm lying through my teeth.
acting happy,
when i am not.
many things are bothering me.
wonder what they are.
maybe you will want to know?
or maybe you would not.


AHAHAHA. i'm just being stupid larhhs. thought it would be fun to start with a sad ending. but seriously. i am quite a poet.MUAHAHA. kidding only.well. this year's new year was quite ok. on the first day was visiting everybody like crazy. and i realised i had quite alot of relatives yeah. and half of them are those that i absolutely have no idea existed. hahas. ok. maybe i knew they did. but i seldom visited them so i forgot about them. hahas. at night my father's side cousins came over to my house and we played. some oldies games like five stones?? very very stupid. but i won. hahas. i am the ultimate five stone girl. among my cousins larhhs. hahas. maybe it is because i am an oldie girl? oh yarhs. before my cousins came, there were another two people who were also my relative. and they were shuai larhhs. then my sis n my older cousin were like comparin which one were more shuai. hahas. i was quite diao-ed by them larhhs. well. second day was quite fun. started it of by visiting my babysitter. kind of boring. afterwhich, i stayed at home for a while and fell asleep while watching tv. ZZzzZzz. then i went my grandma's house and eat steamboat. *woots* but it was kinda gross. hahas. cause my grandma marinated the fish with beer. HORRIBLE. after eating was gambling time. so fun. i seemed to be my sister's lucky star. when i stand next to her she wins. then when i don't stand next to her she loses. but overall got win larhs. hahas. right now i am doing my stupid presentation thingy. hopefully can finish then of i go to tangs and its shopping time!! hahas.