life is miserable.
my friends are haunted by it.
i am too.
i really don't get it.
why do such things as backstabbers exist?
and why do things called STUDIES exist?
it really stresses us out.
unknowingly,
we fall into its trap.
both friends and studies.
do they really REALLY serve a purpose?
or are they just there to gobble us up?
i cry whenever i think of such things.
it just overwhelmes me.
i cry myself to sleep when possible.
everytime i cry,
i feel as if the world is crashing down.
that no one cares.
no one bothers.
people might encourage us.
but do they really mean anything to us?
we seem that we do not care about the outside world.
we go on with life.
but deep inside,
we know we are just too tired.
to go on anymore.
we hate this world we are living in.
why did we even exist in this unwelcomed world?
why do we have to see the light?
can we just die down and be blind?
i wish to give up.