life is getting totally meaningless.
i look at what is in front of me.
and i realise.
there was always this shield there.
a protective layer.
to prevent me from getting hurt.
but what would happen if it was not there?
i would probably end up doubly hurt.
sheesh.






i totally agree.
life is full of uncertainties.
aint that the sentence from english worksheet.
gees.
yeah.
so what if it is.
i have to get on with it.
and be done with it.
who cares about this life.
who cares about all this.
i doubt anybody does.





you know what?
xihuanni ((:





had to stay back after school
luckily i was free.
was kinda happy.
could see gb again.
so had a little rehearsal.
went out after that.





so we were crapping on the station.
jeepers.
and than they were speaking like i dunno.
probably normal voice.
BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE TOP SECRET.
and it just so happened people who would care was there!
EURGH.
i kinda freaked out alittle.
after that started talking about deb and _______
lols.





burgerking again.
the same waitress.
she knows us like "family" now.
lols
chatted about some stuffs.
went home.
was kinda hoping to see some things.
BUT.
no.
siian.





LIFE IS TOTALLY BORING.