first to start of with some facts:
1. SEC4S DID NOT GO FOR THE FREAKING CIP BECAUSE WE WANTED TO GIVE YOU JUNIORS A CHANCE&BECAUSE GB WAS LIMITED TO ONLY 15 SLOTS.
so i dont care how freaking surprised you are, we did it for the sake of YOUR.
now get that right.

you have no idea how pissed of i was when i saw what juniors can say about us.

we as sec4s have so many more things to plan then you, we have our nyaa to handle, we are doing alot of other cip.
WE GIVE YOU THE CIP CHANCES THAT ARE READILY PREPARED, all you need to do is just sign your names thr&you go for it, you dont even see what we are doing for your. &now you complain. your attitudes are more then what just matters im telling you; PLEASE blog with your brains. i dont care if you think your attitude is correct because let me tell you, ITS NOT.

gb is more then just being welfare.

im quoting this from mrslee " i have nothing against you, but i have everything against your attitude."

if you see this, go think.

the 5 of us are drilling down at the gbc, being pissed of at other gbmembers from other companies but still hoping to be able to do 65 proud. coming back to the computer expecting to seek comfort. &what nonsense do we get? if you think that gb is not important to you, it is to us. we prize your above our own benefits &you dare question about what we thought was best? if thats the case, then i have nothing to say. you can jolly well just forget about being involved because gb is not just about one of us, its about all of us.

i said this before during my very first speech of enrolment last year.
you are not part of GB, GB is part of you.

&boy, do i think it correct because it has grown so much on us that from our point of view it dont seem to have any effect on you at all WHATSOEVER.

honestly, one thing for you, GROW UP.
eurgh.

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ALRIGHT CLEAR.
180 degrees change of attitude for the following part of the post.

so drill instructor test today omg.
it started off bad cos i was having this case of really bad stomachache, or maybe acid glands too reactive or whatever nonsense,lol.
fetched grace up blahblah,reached gbc &the best thing on earth happened.
gbc was not even open -.-
the hq is screwed anw so im not surprised.
blahblahcrapcrap the thing began.

stage3 was bad, real bad.
i lost my balance during slow march&totally like whatever, ahhhhhhhh.
&i got damnit distracted by the other contingent's left234right234
the funniest thing is that the ma'am asked them "does ANYBODY else know the timing?" lol.
anw, i screwed my stage3, i just hope that ma'am was blind&pass me D:
or one failed stage would mean fail whole test diedie.

stage1 was okay i thought, reasonably better, dint screw up as much.
&it was so much better because huiyin was the commander, used to her commands alot more duh.

stage2 was generally my best stage i thought D;
cos it was a bigger contingent so my screw-ups were more converable lol.
&i really think being timer is quite fun now hahaha.
&the funny thing is i dint even need to fight to be timer, they just asked us to time -.-
good for us anw.

commanding was okay, except omg i think certain things like no semula cannot move nonsense is totally not thr -.-
i was like o.O
i think the polo tee officer-in-training from debra's contingent sucks though.
scolding debra&grace when SHE WAS IN THE WRONG.
if it were me, i'll probably take off my boot&throw it at her or something lol.

theory, nothing much.
just hope i did okay? :D

talking at kfc was many many smiles.
cos we talked about erm the GENERAL performance.
so ya, it was damnit funny lol.

anw, i REALLYREALLY hope the 5 of us receive the msg saying we passed :D

goodbye!