i don't know if i'm alright.
i think i'm going insane.
i don't know what i was thinking off.
now that its over,
i begin to wonder of the past.
i never was so "refect-ious"
i always took time as it was.
but i want time to go back now.
back to when i was still young.
nothing would have bothered me than.
but now,
its more than what i can take it.
my heart hurts when i think.
i know its too late.
but do i really have a choice?
so close and yet so far.
jealousy is not good.
but why do i feel it.
i don't know why am i like this.
i feel that i'm a total failure.
i can't even control my own life.
please help me god.
i want to be free.
from this hellish life of mine.