funny how i wished t get out of ahs quick a couple of months ago. &now, things are different because i am desperate for any means t get back t ahs.

i miss so many people back thr. VAGDAKS especially, bella, seemui, pamela, jane, gina, megan, wanling, huiling, fangying, chelsia, keane, zongzuo, kahwee, mavis, kayat etc etc. these people i used t catch them around school all th time but now... a couple of nights back i met boonkai at 201 &at that moment it felt really good. he felt like my only connection back t that school i longed so much for. but now, thr's nothing more i can do except suck it up &get on with life.

i told myself not t shed anymore tears but they were unstoppable.. Dear God, help me..