i may hate you but i have to thank you, or i wouldnt have what i have now.

warning: because im blogging w my phone, again. the photos are at the bottom and in a super disorderly manner but owells can't be bothered.

headed to Adventure Cove and Sea Aquarium ytd w my love:) we bought deals of bigdealsdotcom so we saved A LITTLE on this trip? hahaa. we both got up bright &early, 730am for me. it's been so long since I woke this early...... especially since lessons have kinda stopped for awhile. anyway yea but that's cos we had a schedule to follow!

collected tix had breakfast @ macs &went to adventure cove! I shan't say what we did thr because what else can we do at a water park besides play right? but rly one major regret which I have, not visiting the rainbow reef... OTL.  im gonna visit the cove again because DIE ALSO MUST TRY DAMNIT. I wanna snorkel w fishes:(( the boy said he can bring me to an island to do so since he's done it before, but the point is HOW COULD I HAVE MISSED THAT OPPORTUNITY!?!?!hahahaa.

after Adventure Cove we headed to the Sea Aquarium. I, for one, am not someone that particularly fancies visiting such places, as in I don't think it's THAT intriguing. but rly this jellyfish photo below I have. SO DAMN GORGEOUS. luminous creatures bloop-ing around in the tank, damn pretty can!?!?

& thr was this board w a dolphin named ruirui so I made my own version of ruirui take a photo w it hehee.

dined afterthat at fish&crab shack. not too bad I guess?

&MY FAVOURITE: THE HOT PINK BEAR I COULDN'T KEEP MY HANDS OFF AT CANDYLICIOUS ت
if you don't know me already, im a v practical person. I don't like my other half to spend on flowers or anything impractical on me. flowers, for example. sure i'll be happy feeling all fuzzywuzzy when I receive a bouquet of them, &I'll probably dry them to keep it. but what am I supposed to do w them afterthat? it'll just sit around &look dried..... @ least to me. so yes my boy doesn't buy flowers for me.

BUT. im a sucker for soft toys, BIG cuddly ones in fact. I contemplated so long before I allowed @WeeHongRui to purchase the bear LOL. this one attracted me so much because. OMG IT'S HOT PINK, HOT FUCKING PINK. HOW MANY PINK BEARS DO YOU FIND AROUND TOWN THAT LOOKS SO PRETTY OKAY. (plus it's soshi's colour hahahahahahahaa) therefore, I landed up w T.J here ^^

we walked about vivo awhile more before heading home. damn we were too tired from the days activities.

&today we spent another day tgt ~.~
waiting for Friday so that we have yet another weekend once more.

my baby cant forget.

a couple of months back my sister asked me what does dating mean to you?
I told her the current meaning of dating which most youngsters nowadays have. it's some sort of no strings attached?? you don't belong to one another but you have feelings for one another. you don't have a say in the other's everyday lives but you'll spend your days together as if you belong in the other's life. that's the current perception which most youngsters hold nowadays.

personally, I think people that believe in this 'dating to see if we suit each other thing' are just finding excuses. an excuse for people whom can't commit to relationships, because you guys are not officially together, which means you can just carry on leading the life of someone single and yet have a 'gf/bf'. what makes it even more ridiculous is when the dating phase is over and they officially enter a relationship, they'd say 'oh we were tgt since blahblahblah (the date they started dating.)' isn't it ironic??

I just think the whole concept of dating is an excuse for people whom are not rdy to commit. isn't it somewhat equivalent to using another to satisfy their own emotions?

okay no idea why I got started on this topic lol. but rly I just don't agree w why people would want to engage in dating. if you want to love someone, thn commit yourself to the other half. relationships are not some child's play.

thats the way it is.

was browsing through the notes I used to do on fb during j1. yea that period doing notes w questionnaires were like one of the most 'in' things lolol. & I acty did around 60 over notes, God knows where I found all the time to do them and still did okay for my exams. j2 was when I started to fuck up, but that had a whole different reason to it. or rather reasons. k side tracked. but yea read some of them and thr was this particular question that caught my attention.

Q: What is more important in a relationship, trust or happiness?
A: Trust, because w trust comes happiness.

I actually dint even know that I wrote something like that before lol. I felt this huge tone of approval in my head to that question when I read it cos wow. right now right now I've actually rly felt and understood what 'w trust comes happiness means. I can cross my heart and swear to the heavens that I trust my boy more thn anything in the world, &he trusts me too, which is probably why the two of us are so damn inseparable.

I found that I was able to trust him more easily thn anybody I've acty been w or am associated w. he gives me nothing to doubt about, entirely. I call this what I never thought I was able to give my other half, 'implicit trust'.

Just felt like posting about this because indeed im so happy right now probably boiling down to how much we trust each other. &im so thankful for these past 16months we've been together. I don't see an end to us, because we were always meant to be forever.

k that aside, this photo below. drew by his 7year old little cousin. it's like he's got this budding artistic talent in him lol. isn't it cute?

tranquility

downloaded the blogger app into my note so now I can update even without the comp, but that would also mean my photos will be v v v disorganized.

prelims are over, finals are upcoming before another 4months break and onto my final year for uni. it's scary how when we were younger we always said we wanted to grow up quickly but when we've grown older, we kinda want time to stop passing by so quickly. nowadays we look back on the time we've spent, and indeed like how everybody says, your secondary school times are always the best.

my times in AHS rly had many ups, and downs. the latter being the lesser of both. but rly I've met so many people thr, gained so much and also learnt so much.

thn again, I'm very pretty much pleased w my life now, so i'd keep it the way it is too.

no idea what this post has in stall but just blogging some random stuff.

Happy 16th♡