yeahh
enrolment is over.
i swear it is the first time in many years i felt so sick.
okay.
not may years
it happened quite a few times during p6.
even went to the extent of vomiting continuously for 2 days.



first thing i reached school,
i din't even feel so sick.
was happy and excited i could say.
than halfway through,
the first item,
my stomach started churning.
and i also dunno whats wrong with me.
i started thinking about science with the hydrochloric acid in my stomach.
the presence of hydrochloric acid "corrodes" the walls causing me to feel pain.



i think i disturbed quite alot of people.
hee.
wells.
my cutie kerensa is so niceeee.
she kept accompanying me.
=DD


so when we had to present the special item which we had practised for so long,
i stand up a while only and stomach pain again.
i was over there praying to the lord to let me stand there through the whole performance.
it worked though.
but my stomach really hurt.



so when the whole enrolment thingy was over,
went down to canteen to eat.
apparently,
NO APPETITE.
was like sleeping.



so after that vesper and pumpings.
i din't fall in.
but i did squads.
actually when you keep doing,
it strains your knees.



changed into new coy tee.
waited for my mother to come with the other 5 of them
vc din't come today.
shes sick too.
chickens association people will be sick together.
cheers!!
seriously,
i lurve them so muchh.
all so sweet.
hee



i lurve you guys so much!!
continue to rawk on.!!
also,
i love gb65th too.!!
wee~~
we must get our silver award this year!!
=DD

apparently medicine works.
like WOW.
it works like miracle.
i don't feel as warm as i am earlier on.
kept sleeping like some pig today.
eat medicine ready,
first thing is,
SLEEP
and once i wake up,
i SWEAT.


isn't that great?
oh wells.
sweating means i am bringing down my temperature,
so i don't mind.
i hate having a fever.
having cough is fun.
i start coughing.



surprisingly,
i din't even cough 5 times throughout my whole tuition.
probably because my voice was too hoarse.



right now i can only say thanks to
1. banana
for asking me to eat fruits and vegetables.
2. papaya milk cum chiobu
ALSO for asking me to eat fruits and vegetables. no originality. HA
3. nuer
for being jealous that i am sick.
4. to him.
for asking me to enjoy being sick and calling me a boar. =.='
5.my tuition teacher
for asking me to rest well and just listen to her talk.


oh wells.
enrolment is just around 13 more hours.
i got to sleep.



heckk.
i'm sweating like mad now.
i think maybe i will bathe.
or not.
oh shucks.
i'm too lazy.
and i'm not in the mood to study for MYE now.
havent touched it since two days ago.

yeahh
i just came back from the doctor's
CHEERS.
it increased by o.3 degrees.
its now officially a 38.5 degrees.
doctor's thermomether so must TRUST him.
hes my uncle sommore
how to not trust?


i swear my body is feeling warm now.
probably able to cook half boiled egg.
okay.
lame
X))
who cares.



singapore taxis are slow.
i took 45 mins just to flag a taxi.
made my legs numb only.
YEAHH.
i GOT AN MC.
woohoo~~
maybe i won't be falling in tomorrow.
but i will still be going for enrolment.
yepyep.



so to those that will miss me for not falling in,
TOOBAD.
ha.
joking.



i finally understand how debra feels.
i want to sleep now.
and hopefully bring down the temperature.
but this is so cool.
I HAVE A FEVER.
lol
diana will be so jealous.


oh wells
this is not the highest temperature i had.
i remember when i was young i actually had a 40degrees one?
luckily it din't burn my brain.

i'm really sick now.
coughing like a retard.
the phlegm all stuck in my throat.
i can only say i am sorry to those i disturbed with all my coughing during the exams.
i tried controlling but its useless.
made me cough more only.



i think i'm down with cough, flu and fever now.
tomorrow is enrolment le.
i want to be all well by tomorrow.
but its difficult.
and i have to sing with this croaked voice of mine.
heck.
i think i'll burst out coughing halfway through.
so anti-climax.



boooos.
going to have tuition later.
but i think i'll scare my teacher off with the coughing.



shucks
i wanted to go and fill my teeth.
so that josephine will stop calling me CHIPPED TOOTH.
but apparently,
too sick to even step out of house.
shit
why must i fall sick at this time.
exams around the corner.
and i am down with all this stupid viruses.



by the way,
i just took my temperature.
38.2
congrats to ME.
if i have to march tomorrow i'll probably just faint on the ground.
oh heck.
i must not be so weak.
NO MEDICINE to take.
how to get better.



please help me oh lord.
i know its useless but give me strength.
amen.



trusting in the lord is good.
he will help us when we are down.
=DD
i lurve GOD.
first time i'm praying on my blog.
i hope he high up in the heavens will help me?
i don't want to be sick anymore.



i have to go arrange my GB uniform later.
or i'll probably just forget to pin a badge onto my haversack.
how nice.
i have 4 badges all together now.
so proud of myself.
X))

like OHMYGOSH.
i'm feeling so high now.
celebrated my cutie's birthday.
although its a belated one?
but still,
we had so much fun.
kinda disgraced ourselves.



the paper for english is okay.
but i was so unconfident of my answers.
haii.
because of the stupid test i failed
as the saying goes,
ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY.
like OMG.
i am so chim.
haa.
lame


i swear i am going to fail chinese.
1 and 1/2 hours,
3 COMPRES.
what is this?
i was like pia-ing throughout the whole thing
had to take note of time you see.
i think i wrote practically all crap.
its like i studied the vocab friggin hard,
AND
only 8 came out,
WITH HANYUPINYIN.
so UNFAIR.
okay.
ms lee is right.
life is unfair.


i think i'm mad.
seriously.
only two papers over.
and i am already in this high mood.
shanghai's nearing,
i'm flying.
ohmytian.


KERENSA IS MY CUTIE PIE.
i love the present we gave her.
=DD
the cup and the bear!!
cup stuffed with toilet paper,
so INNOVATIVE.
haha.


we were disturbing the people studying there,
but WHO CARES.
ha.
macdonalds is the place where we celebrate BIRTHDAYS.
wee~~~
first amelia,
now kerensa.
VC, U R NEXT.
muahaha.

the paper was OK??
i think so though.
so who don't agree with me.
come look for me and lets fight it out.
okay.
another lame remark.


i swear i must score for tomorrow's chinese paper
i studied damn hard for it.
if i don't
i'll probably just jump down the damn building.
oh shyt
another lame remark.
i can't believe i'm getting worst
and here i am talking to myself



WHAT IS WRONG WITH AUDREY YAO??



i had to shout that out.
i seriously don't know whats my problem.
now,
the most important time,
i'm actually POSTING.
WOW


went to eat bubble tea again.
actually didn't want to.
but apparently,
the NICE ME.
decided to eat.
okay
BHB-ness again.
oh wells
belle treated me bubble tea.
how nice of her.
X))



THANKS FOR THE TREAT BELLE. !!


took seventeen again.
what else can i take.

i mugged a total of 3 and a half hours.
FOR TODAY.
sort of disappointed.
i mugged 3 yesterday.
and half an hour more only.



and i was mugging CHINESE still
actually i know whats it ready.
but lazy to study others.



tomorrow paper 1.
shyt.
i'm still not prepared enough.
i swear i'm going to score for english.
i don't care if i cheat or what.
I WANT TO SCORE.
okay.
but obviously i'm not cheating.
=.='


mrs koh is obviously looking down on 2e.
i mean wth.
stop comparing us with 2h.
we're different like what she herself said.
so just stop comparing.
can't stand her.


i want to score.
and i had better do so.
or my english will seriously suck.

yeahh.
i lurve my frens to bits.
just suddenly felt so happy to have them around.
so nice.
=DDD


today was the same old things that wednesday would have.
just no pe.
i think my sewing improved.
HAH
bhb-ness.
cannot
i don't want to be like some people (for belle and deb u shld noe?)


stayed back with deb and belle to mug.
omg.
i lurve them seriously.
we did joke and play a little
especially some shocking stuff
and also a little ghost thingys.
laughed a lot.
but we mugged.
for an hour and a half.
and the thing is,
we mugged CHINESE.
like wow.
i'm actually studying chinese.


5.00 and we went home.
belle had to because her mother was scolding?
so my father was supposed to bring me and belle home.
but i think if belle had taken the bus,
it would have been faster.
MUCH faster.
ate on the car.
and i started coughing like siaoo.


aorta curve? or aortic curve.
oh heck.
i don't know.


my FAVOURITE teacher is going to resign.
woohoo~~~

i mugged for 3 hours just now.
like OMG.
i can't believe i MUGGED.
its going to hit the new headlines tomorrow.
i lost my precious baby.
sadds.
thanks to my sister.


i am going to continue mugging tomorrow
for perhaps 4 hours?
hee.

blogger was down yesterday.
publishing status....0%
wth.

its raining outside now.
i want it to flow into my house and drown me.
but its kinda impossible.
i'm on the seventh storey.
PLUS
i know how to swim.
okay. stupid.

its getting heavier though.
I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY!

raindrops shall wash it away...
the memories of my childhood...
to all flow with the rain..

i think i suck.
seriously.
if i can't even get my english right,
than i think my problem is that i'm crazy.
to fail english was never in my dictionary.
and now,
on this idiotic day,
i failed it.
and its not just a minor fail.
its a huge one.

AHHHHH.

instead,
my chinese increases.
like wth.
english is loads better than chinese and yet i flunk it
chinese seriously sux.
but i score higher for it.
what am i really?
i think i'm really going insane.

i want to score for home econs.
but can i really?
oh mann.
life suxx.

went to drink bubble tea again.
finally,
six of us.
together drinking.
how nice.
=DD
took 17 as usual
with vivian this time.
talking about the bitchy school again.
destroy their school's reputation only.

i'm looking forward to nothing.
whats my purpose in life.
good question josephine.
my ans: i don't know.

today was just like any old sunday.
don't even know why i bothered to post.
no maths tuition though.
the only UP with no DOWNS.
morning was english tuition.
AS USUAL.
i was sniffing and coughing throughout the whole 1.5 hours
think teacher was kind of irritated by me.
so i tried to make it up and answer more questions.
apparently it worked.
lazy me.
if only i can set my brain thinking.
haii.
so listened to the UFM100.3 again to find out the rankings
QINGzhu won 2nd.
but it dropped by one ranking.
sadds.
it actually lost to S.H.E some weird song.
right now,
i'm studying home econs.
shocked ehh?
audrey is literate!
*claps hands.
spastic me.
i seriously think i've gone crazy.
if only you can help me.
i might be floating off to cloud nine.
i'm prepared to fail home econs.

i don't know if i'm alright.
i think i'm going insane.
i don't know what i was thinking off.
now that its over,
i begin to wonder of the past.
i never was so "refect-ious"
i always took time as it was.
but i want time to go back now.
back to when i was still young.
nothing would have bothered me than.
but now,
its more than what i can take it.
my heart hurts when i think.
i know its too late.
but do i really have a choice?
so close and yet so far.
jealousy is not good.
but why do i feel it.
i don't know why am i like this.
i feel that i'm a total failure.
i can't even control my own life.
please help me god.
i want to be free.
from this hellish life of mine.

3 posts and i shall stop.
the week was rubbish.
don't wuite remember what happened except for yesterday's.
i think my memory is seriously failing me.

yesterday to me the mian thing was only elit.
it was cluster 1's turn to present.
josephine was saying she is excited.
but actually she is freaking nervous.
stupid right?
so the powerpoint had quite a bit of mishaps.
made us all panic.
the starting powerpoint all did not work out well.
sadd
the advertisements quite a few were unable to play.
but i think we did well.
because the thing is we did not even have a single full rehearsal
where everybody was present and act out the whole play.
still the thing turned out good.
and we all enjoyed ourselves well.
i don't think we deserve a close to fail and a fail mark at all.
even mrs ganesan said we did an excellent job.
so we sort of bombarded xuan hao on the way to the cip thingy.
and xuan hao cried.
i think part of it was our fault.
but we were all really upset that our hard effort when down to naught.
its really upsetting.
cip was alright.
the old folks were quite ok.
there was an old auntie that was giving us lectures on our love lifes.
belle and me were orhhs orhhs-ing away.
she speaked great english i must say.
91 years old too.
and i was thinking.
if she was able to continue life for 91 years.
why is it so that i,
who have only gone through 13 years of life,
can't do so?
haii.
life sux.
only GB cheers me up.

i am going to update lots today.
to make up for the missing posts.
hee.
this one is sabo-ed by josephine and vivian.

7 random facts about me.
-i am a girl.
-i love GB65th.
-i'm from GB65th squad1.
-i have short hair.
-i am 152cm.
-i'm from 2e'o6.
-i was from chij katong primary.

7 celebrity crushes.
i have no comments about this.
because i am a girl that knows what is REALITY.

7 qualities i want in a potential boyfriend.
-nice.
-funny.
-smart.
-must be able to cheer me up when i am troubled.
-romantic.
-have money enough for me.
-able to give in to me.

7 things that scares me.
-knowing that i failed in a test.
-cockroaches.
-"dirty" things.
-dark
-loneliness
-my mother(at times when she is really scary)
-my room.(its a pig's sty.)

7 random songs at the moment.
-graduation
-hollaback girl
-qing4 zhu4
-ai4 mei4
-li2 xiang3 qing2 ren3
-forgot the title but the last sentence is "everything was done so you would come.."
-waiting for you

7 things i like/loves most.
-gb65THcoy
-the seven of us in GB =DD
-the six of us in class =DD
-harry potter
-winnie the pooh
-my bolster
-to sleep

7 things i will plan before i die
not going to die yet
so not going to think
when i am going to die,
than will i think.

7 people who i want to do this quiz.
-belle
-debra
-diana
-amelia
-kerensa
-sheena
-vanessa
(did not include those that had done before)

like what i said,
i would not update as often as before.
and yes.
i did not.
tried to update.
but never managed to.



apparently i was sabo-ed by BANANA to do this.

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.

nice
funny
smart
able to cheer up up when i am troubled
have money. not a lot. but enough for me.
romantic
able to give in to me
love me no matter what?

2. Need to mention the sex of the target.
obviously a guy.

3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
-belle
-debra
-josephine
-vivian
-amelia
-kerensa
-sheena
-vanessa
(did not include those that did it before.)

i won't be updating as much as before until mid-years.
i have decided to be guaii and study.
actually no.
its another reason.
oh wells.
to people who think that i am pissed,
i am no longer anymore.
=DD

today was ok.
slacking day again.
seriously don't even know why i go to school.
bleaghs.
first period- common test.
passage was ok.
but i forgot to leave 2 lines.
din't even know had to.
i am so going to read instructions and check if there are any missing pages next time.

second period- acc.
we keep having acc this few days.
damn disgusting.
i don't want to know about tang taizong.
=.='

third period-sci spa
i swear i am going to fail the test.
people do what,
i don't even know.
just monkey see,
monkey do.
typical singaporeans.

fourth period- chinese.
chen laoshi asked us revision or something else.
common sense would have chosen revision.
and yes we did.
the few of us were talking about brandon.
this stupid guy.
haha.
josephine's in love with him now.

fifth period- maths.
took back our papers.
i passed.
and the thing is,
i passed at the same mark as josephine.
=DDDDD
chaoo happy.
cos ms lee said i lost to josephine at first.
haha.

went for bubble tea and roti prata.
it was ok.
the curry is stupid.
took 17 home with belle.
realised that some schools are a disgrace.
not going to say who.

if you guys are going to be bu4shuang3 about such things,
than so be it.
don't think that we girls are easy to bully.
we too have our pride
we won't let your step all over us like that.
if you don't want to co-operate,
we won't do so too.
its just an eye for an eye.
if you're pissed,
i don't give a damn.
you want to show us the black face,
i don't care either.
this project is going down,
and i don't mind.
its just a red mark or an F9.
even if you try to act as if you are not angry with us,
its useless.
we know you are and thats that.
you push the blame to us
and now to somebody else.
its not going to work.
you pissed us off and try to calm us down.
N-E-V-E-R
will we try to apologise.
we know how exactly you all suck.
how you all try pushing the blame.
just quit it.
its disgusting me.

i got sabo-ed by josephine for this.

name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. ok. tag at least 5 people. Ready? start!

1. issabella
2. josephine
3. vivian
4. diana
5. debra
6. vanessa
7. grace
8. amelia
9. kerensa
10. sheena
11. brandon
12. kaijie
13. marcus
14. kayat
15. keyang
16. wanzhen
17. chelsia
18. kahwee
19. jieting
20. leepeng

the 5 people : vivian, issabella, diana, debra and amelia

so these are the questions.
1. how did you meet 14?
Ermms. dunno? just know larhhs.
2. what would you do if you have never met one?
I would not know how innocent she can be.
3. what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
They would make the world's most spastic pair of lesbians.
4. Do you ever like 19?
yesh? she is a nice squad leader'o6. don't be mistaken. i am not a lesbian.
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
they are definitely not lesbians.
6. Describe 3.
She is pretty!! has a good vocal. eyes are huge. i like her as my good good friend!!
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
Quite ok. she is a nice cute little hamster!!. =DD
8. Tell me somthing about 7.
She is from taonan primary.
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
No. i don't even know him well.
10. What is 8's favourite?
I know!! jay chou!!
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
impossible. she is just so quiet and she is not a lesbian. =.="
12. What language does 15 speak?
digging nose language.
13. Who is 9 going out with?
AHHA! it used to be clifton. but i don't know who now. alot of suitors!!
14. how old is 16 now?
she is 14.
15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
ermms. i think a few days ago?
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
herself. she likes to sing to everyone especially 3k. HA.
17. Would you ever date 4?
i date her everyday to the toilet. She is my daughter!!
18. Would you ever date 7?
i went out with her countless of times.
19. Is 15 single?
if he is not, his girlfriend must be a great nose digger too.
20. What is 10's last name?
JACKY!. haha. sheena and jacky!
21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
no.
22.What school does 3 go to?
AHS? dUh. but she hates it.
23. Where does 6 live?
In pasir ris.
24. Whats your fav thing about 5?
orange sacs in her teeth.
25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
no. who has? ok. maybe she herself.

i had a great time yesterday.
felt really happy.

met up with debra first thing in the morning.
proceeded to bedok stadium for out run.
we trained quite ok.
debra was unsure of her starting point
i guessed i showed her the wrong one.
so she ran 200m slowly first to guage her timing.
quite alright.

rested for awhile.
ok.
not exactly awhile.
drank water.

carried on running.
this time ran 1.5km.
debra accompanied me.
nice of her.
not many would have done so.
last part i sprinted and she started walking.
kinda disappointed in my timing.

so we trained for 4 by 100.
timing was quite ok.
hopefully we will do as well on the day itself.

took bus to tanah merah mrt and met the sec 3 seniors.
they were crapping again.
had quite a fun time.

ate mac and the sec 3 seniors joined us again.
minhui was seriously crapping big time.
we left first to meet belle and viv.

they ate mosburger.
gave us something like ice-cream.
quite nice.
but there was vanilla and debra backed out and asked me to eat everything.
so in the end the four of us were complaining it was cold.

went to take neos and met the sec 3 seniors again.
the neos were funneh.
half of the time we din't even know what we were doing.
we sticked the four small ones on the board.
i <3>

took 10 and along the way we were like huh?
which stop to drop at.
also discuussing about the shanghai trip
seriously looking forward to it!!
=DD

walked in the rain as it was raining.
we were planning how to trick jo about the tampines boy.
chao gaoxiaoos.

so when we reached jo's house we were so impressed.
VERY impressed.
it was so much like some hotel building.
she is so RICH.
rolling in money.
the security system was good.
so we took the lift up and once again impressed.
THERE WAS MUSIC!!
like wow.
and the music played only when somebody was in the lift.

sat around and waited for the guys to come.
once they came,
there was this disgusting smell on one of them
it was keyang.
the rest of the guys also don't wanna sit near him.
we ended up slacking.
went down to the pool.

deb and me were zilian-ing.
took quite a few photos.
they actually sabo-ed belle.
pushed her into the waters.
she was wet from head to toe.
poor her.

later they were planning to push one of the guys into the waters.
kaijie was the one.
HA.
he was actually like running from getting into the water.
but we still got him in the end.
josephine's friend brandon helped us.

so we went to play the playground than.
some of us were trying to dry ourself on the swing.
it was scary cos the bar was moving about.

brandon has this guts in him.
he actually went up to marcus and slapped him on the back.
also,
he went to marcus and said he was gay.
marcus and kaijie went and acted like some gangster to slap brandon.
marcus and brandon was invovled in a little 'fight'.
kaijie was such a scaredy cat.
ran off after he slapped brandon.

went up to jo's house to get ourselves dry.
belle's top and bottom seemed to be spoilt.
wonder if she would be scolded.
hopefully not.

we spent about half and hour ironing her bottom.
there was an obvious change of colour on both top and bottom.
she said it was one of her favourites.

went home first and i seriously stinked.
my father fetched me and went to katong.
i was shocked there.
some of them have such good fluent english.
my mother din't even understand a single thing.
this proves singaporean english are not definitely good
=DD.

this post was made on a saturday.

i think i am digging my own grave.
i mean omgoodness.
1.5km?
i don't believe myself.
i had this stupid bet with sheena.
if she took 800m,
i will take 1.5km.
i thought she would not take.
but she did.
AND I HAVE TO ACCEPT FATE!!
besides 1.5km, 4 by 100m.
i am fine with 4 by 100m.
afterall i volunteered for it.
i thought if i took 4 by 100m,
i would not take others.
but i did.
so i guess i will just have to work for it.
jiayous audrey!
lame.
i know.
but thats me.
=DD

timetable was the same as tuesday today.
1st lesson-eng.
was doing some rubbish comprehension..
ended up sleeping i think.
but i stopped myself,
and was doing eye exercises to keep myself awake.
didn't work,
so was slapping myself.
it worked i think.
a little.
but was yawning like shit.

2nd period-Elit.
we made more changes to the script.
had some obscene things in front of our eyes,
like the guy's underwear.
they can't stop flaunting it.
HA.
joking.

3rd period-science.
teacher din't come again.
we were discussing about chalet.
i am glad we are finally having one.
but can the guys stop being so idiotic?
haii.

4th period-maths.
ms lee was so cute again.
her manner of speach and actions.
=DD

5th period-chinese.
chen laoshi was acting pissed again.
she was like ranting on and on.
and than she suddenly changed her tone.
from fierce to become so gentle.
make me laugh like siaoo.
my eyes were so watery.

6th period-acc
watch some sunwukong cartoon.
ended up half of the class sleeping.
after it ended,
teacher actually allowed us to sleep.
so nice of him.
=DD

had to go for the sports selection thingy.
sadds.
after that we went out to eat.
had a little talk again.
i am evil ain't i?
oh wells.
its over.
i can't do anything.
whats done is done.
you can't undo it.
=DD

DEBRA!! stop being so depressed kayyes. BE BUBBLY AGAIN!! =DD

due to debra's request,
i shall post a second one.

pe was stupid.
i nearly fell.
wth.
luckily deb grabbed me.
so thanks to her.
=DD
in the end we pumped ten.
deb and me were doing the normal precedures before we pump.
so funneh.
people were like looking here and there.

homeecons was ridiculous.
i think i seriously suck at sewing.
the stiches were so cramped,
i think i overlapped.
haii.
i am born without a gift.

sci was ok.
josephine me and vian were crapping.
josephine told us about some tampines guy.
said he was very shuaii.
damn diaod-ed by her.
din't know she could be so huachi too.

elit was alright.
deb and me were inventing our own stupid game called *****,********and******
played it the hai3dai4 way.
just that changed the action.
chao gaoxiaos.

chinese was disgusting.
had to write ying yong wen.
i hate writing hate writing hate writing.
so deb and diana came over
joined tables and the five of us began talking real loudly.
*actually its only josephine. we were doing the listening.
chenlaoshi was saying we changed again.
wth.

assembly was funneh.
especially the
wo3cong2shan1zhong1lai2 blahblah.
laugh until siaoos.
and josephine was talking about the tampines guy again.
=.='

we stayed back to do elit props.
belle was super 'naiive'.
ran here and there.
and the important thing is
this time i really fell.
when i sat up,
lots of thoughts were rushing through my mind.
"was i really very evil?"

went to buy bubble tea than.
deb bought the wrong one.
had milk and she hated milk.
josephine was super nice.
she treated deb to another drink super willingly.
so nice of her.
went home with belle on bus 17.
=DD

don't you think you have gone overboard?
you pushed things to others.
but don't you know?
you are the one in charge of making the things.
not pushing them to others.
i don't mind you pushing the job to people who are slackers like me.
but seriously why somebody who has actually done the most.
i am just trying to stand up for justice.
unlike you.
what have you done?
NOTHING.
and you are actually complaining when we rehearse.
you are irritated by us.
WHAT IS THIS??
you have no roles and you complain.
if you want a role,
than say it!
don't act smart and ask others to act according to your wishes.
its not going to happen.
it would only make us detest you more.
change and we might actually include you in.
but no,
you have not made an effort to do so.
how are we supose to try and accept you?
i know this may seem evil.
but you have really gone too far.
i can't stand you anymore.

today was okies i think.

eng was horrible
mrs koh was giving us some lectures again on our language.
comparing us to sports class.
saying we are performing below standard for our show and tell.
but true larhhs.
the boys were kind of like fooling around.
not caring about show and tell.
i guess i did my best.
she can't scold me for that.
and i realised my timing for show and tell.
2.59.
what is this?
one more second to 3 mins.
and to think when i rehearsed myself i actually went as far as 7 mins?
actual was so short.
disppointed in myself.

literature was kinda boring now.
not much things to laugh anymore.
mrs ganesan din't seem really impressed with our script.
hopefully we would pass the drama?

science was ridiculous.
its like ms sia was angry for no reason?
seriously no reason.
she just asked the class to stand after we said goodbye to her until the next teacher came.
and i,
was asked to take her laptop for her.
=.='

at that time where i took the laptop,
ms lee was scolding the class upstairs.
she said lots of people failed the test.
but i didn't
thank goodness.
those that got into remedial were the ones that failed.
and i din't get in.
so it wasn't me.
=DD
don't worry to much diana and debra. you will stil have your mid-years. jiayous!!

chinese and i was printing those things again.
i think i wasted quite alot of paper.
chen laoshi asked us to print out the info.
so yesh,
i did.
i am a good girl
din't really surf the web
as in other things

acc was listening to the chinese history rantings again.
my mind was a complete blank.
don't even get wad tang taizong thingy.
but one thing which i understand.
journey to the west!!
i read the whole book.
hee.
so i know the happenings.
not exactly but at least the gist.

so school ended and belle and me were actually going to buy pencil case for me.
hee.
mine was spoilt.
the zip came off?
wells.
in the end we went to hear the singings at the concourse and drink bubble tea.
quite nice.
the band seriously rocked.
especially the drums.
it is so cool.
huiyin was singing.
so cute.
HA.
so after the whole thing ended we went to buy my pencil case.
bought from wallet shop.
before that was walking here and there looking for a suitable one.
thanks belle for accompanying me.
<3 u foreva belle!!
HEE.

i'm beginning to wonder.
if i did the right thing.
what you wrote was nice.
but i realised i didn't think of anything than.
but now i did.
i thought if we were friends it might have been better.
but how was i to say?
how was i to open my mouth?
i really don't know.
i just thought and thought.
and came up with the conclusion.
i guess being friends would be better.
and you will always be my good friend.

i seriously screwed up my show and tell.
it seemed to me that i was muttering gibberish.
i did practice to myself at home but i was still freaking nervous.
and mrs koh said she failed alot of people today.
oh dear.
one of them is going to be me.
haii.
belle said i did at least 3 mins.
but when i was presenting,
i felt that it was only the most 2mins?
oh dear. oh dear.
i am so worried.
oh heck.
i can't be the second worried chicken.
hee. =DD

so art was totally crap.
weijian left his precious thing behind.
hahas.
thanks to josephine.
and ms claire lost her temper with our class again.
feeling kinda guilty.
but oh wells.
i ended up playing some sort of catching with diana.
hee.

science was supposed to go sci lab.
in the end did not,
ms sia hurt her hands.
so exciting.
hee.
sadistic me.

there was chinese than.
spent the whole period in the lab.
was printing all sorts of rubbish,
which according to chen laoshi is information??
so was actually slacking throughout the whole day.

drill was tiring.
exceptionally.
because of some reason.
i was damn disgusted.
por-ing is definitely not good.
especially with seniors.
so we were supposed to command our own contingent.
for my turn had to drill and command at the same time.
then they changed.
commander could fall out.
oh man.
i seriously wished i could be commander at that time.
=.='

went out to eat pick-a-snack.
but no more promotion so we ate student meal instead.
made me quite full.
deb and vc began crapping again.
rubbish man.
their crap is really totally dorts.

hope
love
joy
peace
harmony
pride
prejudice

how lame can we get? =DD

i never knew i would feel this way.

i am here to give thanks to the lord for letting me have such a wonderful friend in debra.
=DD

she helped me arrange all my links nicely.
she said she will help me and she did!!
AHHA.

DEB DEB IS NICE.
DEB DEB IS NICE.

i shall say this for once since you are so nice debra.
OOPS RAWKS FOREVA!!

this post was written on sunday. not saturday. timing is a bit insane.

eventful day i can say.
had some ups and downs.


DON'T WORRY DEBRA!!
YOU ARE FORGIVEN MY DEAR!!
=DD

just don't piss me off again.
it nearly caused some huge misunderstandings.
go on and cry if you must.
i will just say OOPS.
=DD
you should know what OOPS means.

i am getting all messed up.
can't do things right.
can't get things right.
even personal matters.
wth.
wish somebody would lead me into the light.
and stop my busybodyness.
hopeful.

this post was written on a saturday.

i can't believe i am so unlucky.
of all people, ME?
my test paper was short of one page and i did not know
UNTIl ms sia told me today.
and i was like wth?
8 marks?
gone like that.
can't believe myself
but ms sia says they will help me to achieve more marks.
take the average or something.
haii.
just hope i won't fail this test
WHICH i thought would help pull my marks up.
but according to things now,
i don't think it would be possible.
GOODNESS.
as for show and tell,
i seriously freaked out.
i was so scared it would be my turn.
but nope.
it never reached me.
i was he next to go when the bell ring.
my face was from anxious become relieve.
i never felt so relieved before.
but when it is my turn to present on monday,
i guess i will really have to calm down and show my best self.
literature is getting more and more hilarious each day.
can't believe we actually could think of something so hilarious.
sometimes it is really amazing how our minds work.

friday=GB!!?!?
woots~~
it was always a time for us to come together.
wonder if i would be able to make it for student camp but i serously doubt it.
the shanghai trip is from 25th to 2nd.
student camp starts on the 3rd.
how to go?
haiiii.
but it is really a golden opportunity for us to bond even more.
so,
i am still trying to think.
we went out for dinner again as usual.
we ended up playing ice war.
this time we sat separate tables and so
we were able to play more.
it was fun.
and i found back my own self without any pressure again.

they rawk my life.
i belong o the ministry of recreation!! (m.o.r) =DD

sorry sheena.
don't be pissed.
hee.
seriously,
we just wanted to see who was able to capture your heart.
and we did.
=]

the day was kinda alright.
5periods only
so kinda short day.
1st period-art
guess ms claire was kinda pissed with our class.
we were the slowest and yet we did not even complete the template.
it was a litlle guo4 fen4
although i myself did not complete.
hee
so i was trying to complete my template.
i did.
but yet to cut.
2nd period-chi
teacher was talking about comprehension and i was like HUH??
course she ask us copy and than she change the slides so fast,
how to copy?
3rd period-sci
ms sia was teaching us digestion
aand truthfully,
i only understood half of what she was saying.
4th period-Elit.
we had to rehearse and kaijie was so funny.
can't believe we came up with such things.
CHAO humorous.
i laugh until siao.
5th period-eng.
the whole period was devoted to show and tell.
so when it was debra's turn to present i was so attentive.
she was like keep laughing and laughing.
make me laugh also.
another one was kayat,
he suddenly said wth.
and i wa like wah. he dare to say that.
and mrs koh ask him mind his language.
yiyang's was chao gaoxiaos.
he keep going off tune larhhs.
the whole class was laughing like shit.
and his item was like power ranger?
so childish.
hahas.

we went tm after that and ate mac.
on the way we crapped like shit.
______ and ____ ___!!!
surely my mouth got hair de.
after that we walked around and 'shopped' around.
kinda interesting.
we saw sheena,kerensa,amelia and yulin.
than kerensa told us something and we chionged up to see
so interesting.
but i kinda got a shock larhhs.
hahas.
oh wells.
it was a dare after all.