shitz, blogger's view is still screwed on my lappy. this sucks, kills the mood totally for posting D< &my posts are so dead, no colour at all lol

anyway, my mood's been really temperamental recently. &thr's really absolutely no explanation for it. a thousand apologies to fiona(& maybe vannesa? O_O) because i guess that those two are experiencing it the most. the others are still alright cos i can control my mood pweeeeeeeeety well in front of them. SORRY DEARIE! :(

promos upcoming but wth, my mood for studying is completely not around. in fact, i think im kinda still in the i just entered JC kinda mood, screwed. its time i started bucking up. Sundays are like horrendously spent now because they aint useful. &im spending all my free time watching tv or some other shitz. oh no oh no,i need to get an msg < 3.0 [k, maybe a little too high a goal, but damn thats what i promised my mother zzz]

been spending quite abit of time with my sister as well :) &honestly my sister used to be somewhat just like some person around whom has blood relations to me, but now, idk i just feel like i can talk to her more :D happywappy! not so much quarrels with her as well heh.



k, this post makes hell alota no-sense at all. its just some stuffs in my head.
sometimes, i feel like my head's gonna burst with the load of thinking im doing omgz. &even Fiona can tell that im a deep thinker, or rather i think WAY TOO MUCH. this is bad lol. i needa start learning to be strong :)

current mood update: satisfied :D