all my life i've been good and now.

computer just totally went insane a couple of days ago, so i reformatted everything. Now i've lost all the photos and videos i converted previously :( life's sad.

Anyway, finished w dream high, and so back to taiwanese dramas. Really liked dream high though, made me a teensy weensy interested in kpop (fyi, i really have zero interest in kpop).

Work this coming week is gonna be sad, cos 3 days morning shift. But i've got no choice i guess. Birthday parties and dinner appointments. Ironic how i'd really rather be working, cos i really like my work now. Pretty mean, seeing that they are 21st birthday parties that i'll be attending, but really my job's almost equivalent to my life now. sighhhh.

Okay, my FTT's tomorrow. i really hope i pass. Even though i wouldn't be surprised if i don't. I hardly even studied..............

USA in 2 weeks, which means no work. dk whether to be happy or sad?? :(

am i ready?

whishhhhhhhhh finally made the decision, & dyed my hair a copper brown :) not a good gauge of my actual colour now, but im still pleased w it! even though i know it's pretty much like my original au naturel colourrrrr.

Anyway, work's been pretty much the same. Just that i'm really beginning to enjoy my work more &more :D It's the first job that have made me so happy (amongst the five places i've bummed around so far) made a hell lot of new friends, and everybody's just like one big family there! Despite being probably one of the newest staff thr, they dont ostracise/exclude any of us :) Everybody's just so easy-going, love-dove!!

Sidetrack, my FTT is coming up and i have really no patience or self discipline to sit down and read my text nor even do the quizzes i have available :( dont wanna fail it and end up having to take it a second time. how now brown cow?? D:

Whutever, drama first. dream high (L)!

i could really use a wish right now.

Taiwan marked the beginning of something different. Loved the trip, but minor details were overlooked i guess. What's this feeling within, hmm.

Maybe things were better, the way they were.

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

whats life

man im beyond tempted to kill this blog again, just so lazy to blog. been watching all kinds of taiwanese dramas at work nowadays. (fyi my work ended last week!) & i bought a new laptop in preparation for my new uni life, bit early i know. but better early thn late! :)

&now whats awaiting is Taiwan, omgggggggggggg its nearing :D :D :D

Looking for jobs nowadays is getting tiring, i kinda wanna just laze at home. But that'll mean i'm gonna have zero income from now on, &that sucks. ahwellzzz. oh and am gonna go stong w NTU's odac once again! take after the white water rafting trip in january.

alright just a post to not kill this pretty dead blog, i have zero idea what to blog really haha. ciao~

星空在闪烁,像你的眼泪悄悄滑过

probably one of the more touching songs i've heard so far.
food for thought: why are the touching songs mostly in chinese?

not what is expected

i guess i've pretty much settled down in life. in 3-4 years, i'll be out in the society/carrying on w my masters? idk it's just freaky how life passes this fast. just 2 years ago i was still a sec4 student, enjoying life in ahs. having pizza at the parade square, studying at the library everyday, hoping day &night to get out of school. Now that time has passed, i wonder how quickly uni life is gonna flash again.

work's been the same. day old day out, putting in test cases ; etc, etc. If only camp high achievers wasn't paid this un-frequently. but thn again, cant wait for taiwan (L) &USA :D :D :D

guess that's pretty much bout it, how's your holidays been?:)

what matters is you pick yourself up from where you were left at.

hi keane, probably the only person that reads my blog now. since this blog was dead long ago. im sorry i dint pick up your call, dint reply your texts, & switched off my phone. You predicted right, i screwed up my results, yet again. The past few days i've been thinking alot, maybe even to the state of depression/wallowing in self pity. One thing i dint do is blame anything, or say "if only... if only... blahblah" I've gotten what i deserved, and now i just need time to think through what's gonna be my future choice. I wonder if you'll even see this post.

Anyhoo, if anybody happens to pass by here & you showed concern for me but i dint reply your text. I'm sorry.

Time to pick myself up again. & i won't get beaten so easily.

so much for forevermore.

pathetic aint it the way people fall apart this easily. so much for being matured adults of 18 years now. maybe its time we really start acting like 18, and not pretend to be of so.

Say, wont you stay

The last time I blogged w my iPhone, now w my iPad. Yes, I'm officially an apple fan, but no I wanna change my iPhone to a blackberry torch :(

Anyhow, ive left my job in Aviva because my contract is up, and initially I regretted not extending. now it might do me good that I've changed to working in HSBC. a bank job to add colours to my resume, definitely what I've wanted right from the start, so no regrets. Made a great friend, Jayen there. initially, I thought i wouldn't be able to click w her, but seeing the progress we've made thus far, I take back my initial thoughts. thn again, she's leaving come Wednesday, and that's upsetting. summarizing up , HSBC gave me great friends and great employers, but tons of stress from their unbelievable code lingos.

Basically that's how my pathetic life is getting about, and I'm unable to think about anything more to say. So end post, and I'll be back. Promise.

Back bitches

strapped down to earth

yes so the big A's are over, and I'm back on blogger.

it feels so unreal that the slacking period is finally here. been to Malaysia twice so far, to Bangkok once, and Taiwan trip w the dwarfs is coming along. I'm beyond excited for the trip, swear on my head. it just never occurred to me my mum would allow me to go overseas w them, but now it's come true!! ;)

started work at aviva insurance, worked for 1.5 months now. trust me, I can't wait to leave that hell hole. and never thought I'd say this, but i'll really really really rather go to school thn to work. one good thing out of this, honestly learnt the importance of money.

alright blogging w my phone, not my finest hour. bye.

think blogger still suits me better after all this while. tumblr just dont get it.