nothing much nowadays except i think this studying thing might really start to work out.
but i hate mdm sim cos she just sprang this news that thr would be geog test on monday.
&to think i was going to go out the whole of the weekends.
who knows, maybe i cant anymore D:

&thr is still no info whatsoever of the DI thingy.
darned darned darned, i know i dont deserve it but shit....who would want to fail it? :/

okay, chemistry really sucks.
im braindead so for tomorrow's test? o.O
screwed.

oh, i shouldnt be blogging.
LAST MIN RECAP ABOUT CHEMISTRY PEOPLE!

goodbye! :D

you know what, i should really start to study&revise my day's work.
tuition later ;D
hope my tests are gonna improve like crap.

&i hope certain things would too.

first to start of with some facts:
1. SEC4S DID NOT GO FOR THE FREAKING CIP BECAUSE WE WANTED TO GIVE YOU JUNIORS A CHANCE&BECAUSE GB WAS LIMITED TO ONLY 15 SLOTS.
so i dont care how freaking surprised you are, we did it for the sake of YOUR.
now get that right.

you have no idea how pissed of i was when i saw what juniors can say about us.

we as sec4s have so many more things to plan then you, we have our nyaa to handle, we are doing alot of other cip.
WE GIVE YOU THE CIP CHANCES THAT ARE READILY PREPARED, all you need to do is just sign your names thr&you go for it, you dont even see what we are doing for your. &now you complain. your attitudes are more then what just matters im telling you; PLEASE blog with your brains. i dont care if you think your attitude is correct because let me tell you, ITS NOT.

gb is more then just being welfare.

im quoting this from mrslee " i have nothing against you, but i have everything against your attitude."

if you see this, go think.

the 5 of us are drilling down at the gbc, being pissed of at other gbmembers from other companies but still hoping to be able to do 65 proud. coming back to the computer expecting to seek comfort. &what nonsense do we get? if you think that gb is not important to you, it is to us. we prize your above our own benefits &you dare question about what we thought was best? if thats the case, then i have nothing to say. you can jolly well just forget about being involved because gb is not just about one of us, its about all of us.

i said this before during my very first speech of enrolment last year.
you are not part of GB, GB is part of you.

&boy, do i think it correct because it has grown so much on us that from our point of view it dont seem to have any effect on you at all WHATSOEVER.

honestly, one thing for you, GROW UP.
eurgh.

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ALRIGHT CLEAR.
180 degrees change of attitude for the following part of the post.

so drill instructor test today omg.
it started off bad cos i was having this case of really bad stomachache, or maybe acid glands too reactive or whatever nonsense,lol.
fetched grace up blahblah,reached gbc &the best thing on earth happened.
gbc was not even open -.-
the hq is screwed anw so im not surprised.
blahblahcrapcrap the thing began.

stage3 was bad, real bad.
i lost my balance during slow march&totally like whatever, ahhhhhhhh.
&i got damnit distracted by the other contingent's left234right234
the funniest thing is that the ma'am asked them "does ANYBODY else know the timing?" lol.
anw, i screwed my stage3, i just hope that ma'am was blind&pass me D:
or one failed stage would mean fail whole test diedie.

stage1 was okay i thought, reasonably better, dint screw up as much.
&it was so much better because huiyin was the commander, used to her commands alot more duh.

stage2 was generally my best stage i thought D;
cos it was a bigger contingent so my screw-ups were more converable lol.
&i really think being timer is quite fun now hahaha.
&the funny thing is i dint even need to fight to be timer, they just asked us to time -.-
good for us anw.

commanding was okay, except omg i think certain things like no semula cannot move nonsense is totally not thr -.-
i was like o.O
i think the polo tee officer-in-training from debra's contingent sucks though.
scolding debra&grace when SHE WAS IN THE WRONG.
if it were me, i'll probably take off my boot&throw it at her or something lol.

theory, nothing much.
just hope i did okay? :D

talking at kfc was many many smiles.
cos we talked about erm the GENERAL performance.
so ya, it was damnit funny lol.

anw, i REALLYREALLY hope the 5 of us receive the msg saying we passed :D

goodbye!

bahhhhhhhh, im damnit scared now la.
all the pressure is like gushing up now eurgh.
&i think what im feeling now is really gonna be nothing compared to tomorrow when we are having our ui OMG D:
plus, fionna&chelsia just sent goodluck messages to all of us going for the test.
I WAS DAMNIT TOUCHED &ALONG WITH STRESSED LAAAAAA.
but honestly, i really really really love my batch alot after last year's mad rush :D

lessons today were alright i think.
except for the fact that i nearly met mrgoodnight during literature.
i was totally like zzzzzz.

cca today uh,nothing much.
i think sitting in the parade square having dinner was :D:D:D
it somehow reminded me of grace's last year birthday.

daddy's gonna fetch me to hq tomorrow.
i think im really bananas in my stomach, more then just butterflies.

at least i have done something, POLISHED MY BOOTS.
but i wonder, how are the holes in the sole of my boots gonna survive ooooooh.
sorry kahwee, your feet are like a dwarf's &after fitting my legs in, i might not fit my socks in lol.

okay, i think i should sleep early tonight.
i'll sleep at 11 hopefully.
shall go offline half an hour later.

goodbye!

i read my archives again&i really damnit miss shanghai ):
i lost all my shanghai photos cos my memory card went bonkers&my computer went dead.
i think i only have one on friendster D:
the pao jiao incident is damnit classic.

eurgh, i miss sec3 life.
i really think that sec4 life sucks.

&thrs cca tomorrow.

bye ):

alright, o level results are out.
i nearly fainted when i got my chinese results due to the stupid extreme atmosphere opg created.
everyone was like dying alr.
&opg still wanted us to go into some kuku shit enjoyedu nonsense -.-
i ended up chatting with kahwee on that web&the stupid person at the teacher's comp shut my conver with her after reading it -.-

plus, the school's l1r5 this year is like mad la.
i think we will just pull it down next year or something ;/

okay, thrs like calling to do tonight.
literature work to do :O
no idea whats it about AT ALL.
&i conveniently left my chinese in class, SCREWED.
i think i have absolutely no choice but to do a little referencing tomorrow.

aye,&i miss my sister):
shes only coming back on saturday afternoon!
i really miss her alooooooot la shucks.
&when she heard my olevel results she msged me even at hongkong asking me to keep up the good work ):
I MISS MY SISTER AHHHHHHH!

goodbye!

alright, the day was quite wasted away alr D;
&all i did was to slack in the log room after school T.T
WHERE IS MY THINKING THAT I HAVE TO MUG ARGHARGHARGH!
at least, im gonna have amaths tuition tml.
er, actually its to last min catchup before the test on wednesday -.-
I SHOULD GO DIE AHHHH.

&today during lessons received news that we were actually to go as guest performers for an event.
but then... sec4s not allowed to go.
suck, honestly SUCK.
i really miss miss miss "you took a piece of my heart..." ):
so, i dont know;really depends on how the sec2s this year fare before we give an answer :O
&to think i was happy throughout the whole chemlab because i had the thinking that we could all hear "you took a piece of my heart..." again, suck.
the school's policy really sucks.

plus, this week's crazy tests have started.
theres people booking for tests next week alr, eurgh.
we are finally back to that schedule of daily test.
&i havent even polished my boots for di training tomorrow.
kahwee would have to take the sec2s alone tomorrow i guess.
i really dread this saturday ):
if i could sleep late i wouldnt mind, IM REALLY WAY TOO TIRED OUT ALR ARGH.

i guess something really has to sink into my mind now.
"welcome to sec4s life."
&to think megan+me were talking about how much we miss sec3s life during chemlab today.

alright, this sucks.
BYE.

FINE CHUAZONGZUO, IM UPDATING! -.-
dont give me that nonsense about emo-ing lol.

alright, i think im screwed next week.
all the tests are piling up alr.
&im not doing my homework, im angry with myself for that eurgh.
i want to study but im not putting in effort, okay whatever lol.

anw, something to be happy about!
AFTER FOUR YEARS OF GETTING BRONZE, WE ACHIEVED SILVER FOR THE COMPANY AWARD! :D :D :D
silver may not be anything big to other companies.
but to a small&young company like us, :D :D :D
i think its something really really filled with millions of smileys and hearts (:
imagine my happiness when i received news from margaret jie.
i was in m)phosis,&i rang up grace immediately! HAHAHAH.
that crazy girl was shouting in my ear.

&i was looking through my archives this afternoon.
i realised that i posted really long posts last time.
i think i had too much time to spare or something lol.
but whatever, its nice reading MEMORIES :D
that day debra sent me this really old picture of her&me jumping at eastcoast (:
it was damnit gay, but superbly funny.
i really miss allebbedmapdua D:

&Di test is next saturday.
if we pass thrs the course to attend, &we have to miss bb's performance at vivo.
i dont know if thats good or bad ):
but i know for sure i really really want to see bb perform at vivo D:

heres another really <3
i really love this batch of crazy girls, its still the christmas party, but... :D

bye!
its a happy day today :D

oh yes, the batch of people i wont ever forget, even if its not a full batch picture :D

anw, im glad even though i dint study, I DID MATH.
chem sucks because ms tay or whatever her name is teaches very messily.
i dont really get what shes talking about.
&i think partially also because im sitting at the back;the lighting is horrible.

&the meeting went rather smoothly i thought.
i mean for the thing we were so scared of, it went rather well (:
i hope we really manage to make a difference.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANZHEN! :D
hope you liked the flower&the messages from us!

goodbye!
p.s i think physics is getting better cos im understanding :D

oh darned, i need to stop procrastinating to myself about how i'll study.
i need to start mugging eurgh.
but being an idiot, i left my textbooks in school.
okay, I THINK i'll start tomorrow.
even if its gonna be a tough day.

oh yes, i dont know how issit gonna be like after the meeting.
im kinda fearful about it :/

physics has got to be more interesting :D
chem has got to be more engaging :D
whatapsycho D:

school's been moderately boring these days D:
GB after school everyday as usual.
have not been going home early since the start of school reopen.
&keane is damnit entertaining because he sits next to me.
he is so shy when we talk about a particular someone la lol.
but he is another funny guy.

anw, i think the DIMSUM DOLLIES jersey is really (((((((((((((:
im wearing it now anyhow, hahaha.
&i was showing it to my sister.
childish la, but whatever, i reallllllly like it alot :D

alright, i think i have to start studying &have the sec4 mentality.
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY

goodbye!

i suddenly really cant bear to leave GB.
i dont want to handover, i dont want cca to stamp down.
i just want GB to carry on):

&yes its a happy day :D :D :D

i guess cca selection was quite fun+worth many many millions of my heart mail hahaha.
honestly, looking at the new sec1s that would be in GB i was really damn happy.
seeing the first bunch chionging in to sign for GB i was like super happy la.
those 2 girls who were so enthu about drill &stuffs. CHERIE AND KA(shucks i forgot whats her name -.-)
anw, i still think it was great&all(:

i think mr tan rocks lol,random.

i guess its gonna pain me alot to leave gb&start piaing for o'levels.
i really dont feel like handing over):
especially seeing the new batch of sec1s coming in.
its really like a new hope for us&stuff.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz, i think once i handover the only thing i'll look forward to is gb day? D:

anw, sec4s went for batch dinner today,lol.
we talked alot of nonsense &alot of crap.
i remember running &playing catching with sheena,debra&grace omg, i laughed like mad {TWIST TWIST}
&its really how often do we go for batch dinner.
especially since many have their parents cooking for them manymany etc.
but i really hope we can have a chalet whereby we can just talk alllllll the time :D

alright, its really a nice day :D
it gives me the feeling of hope (:

goodbye :D :D :D :D :D

it sucks to know that it was all along a pretence.

nothing much nowadays.
just that im finally almost completing my homework excluding shui hu zhuan :O &ss plus bit of physics.

felt really weird on saturday, i had no idea why.
&was having really bad moodswings i think.
anw, diana went back on saturday ):
&i still owe her strepsils money lol.

sunday was CHEEPCHIPS for sale radioad lol.
finished the thing within around an hour i think.
&surfed the net for awhile? nothing much.

thrs shao nian wen zhai test tml&i lost the book.
so pam's gonna lend me :D :D :D

alright,nothing much to post.

i thought things would improve though D:

goodbye ;D

mad rush for the first week of school i guess.
orientation's afterall that important to the extent of craziness or whatever i can think of.
3 days straight of staying back was alright i guess.
afterall my parents were like good that you are finally stamping down from your cca in sec4.
so they dont care anymore, as long as i wont attend anymore ccas during the o level few months before period ;O

wednesday was md practice i think.
thr was not much for me to recall cos i really dont remember much.
all i know was it was the bbgb full rehearsal&stuffs.

thursday was crazy cos school ended at 1510 -.-
then fall in shitstuff&the full ug rehearsal plus booth setup.
i think it sucks la thursday.
except for the part whereby we were able to rant out all our unhappiness.
brainless idiots honestly, ohwells.

yesterday was the cca orientation showcase,that crazy day we were all practicing for goodness.
i thought the first round for md was alot better cos it really showed our perseverence&stuffs.
the second round was okay i think.
nothing much, just bits&pieces of things which amounted to alot.
debrief with the sec4s was nothing much either.
but left school around 8.30 i think.
went to century for dinner.
ohgosh, finally a proper dinner after days.

&right now i have this sore throat which i think all the sec4s have to,darned.
i shouldnt have eaten something spicy last night.
but i guess its the ban mian fault for upgrading its price HMPH lol.

goodbye ;D

oh crapshit, im not in the mood to blog.
but all i know is that im screwed for holiday homework.
everything's due on monday, darned.
&im in a very bad mood now.
pity the girls had to catch me in a bad mood.

its never.

alright, a new year now, dang (DANG DANG DANG MY OUXIANG USES DANG LOL)
my homework is not in the least completed.
we are not VERY prepared for orientation.
&im not in the least ready for o's :OOO

i guess people spent last night countdown-ing to the new year&i was pigging on my bed -.-
i actually fell asleep at 8 last night with absolutely no intention.
oh dang(LOL),i hate tomorrow i hate tomorrow i hate tomorrow.
&when i repeat it thrice, it means i really hate tomorrow {ha, debra you know whats this repeating thing bout yea ;D}

thrs md practice tml, combined rehearsal&blahstuffs.
oh i think im gonna rejoice once orientation's over?
okay, maybe not, cos it will mean the end of sec3'so7 ):
&omg im officially a sec4 now -.-

OHOHOH&i was looking through my msn convers this afternoon.
oh i was laughing to myself silently la omgosh.
i never EVER EVER knew i was THAT lame lol.
like the commanding=farting nonsense ohyes that one i laughed like mad la.
at least chuazongzuo knows what im talking about here.
&yes, im not gonna remove the previous post TOO BAD.

alright, not much point in this post.
i guess im just dreading tomorrow wayyyyyyyyy too much.
how i envy the sec4s'o7 D:

i hope the year passes very very quickly :D
cos i cant wait to go back for drill camp at the end-of-year.
i guess it will be totally different to go back as seniors ;D

goodbye! (: