man.
i cant seem to find a suitable skin.
AND THE THING IS.
youtube is down.
freak.
and i was totally prepared to go tub-ing the whole day?
and the kbox thingy was cancelled.
-.-'
so sad.







can somebody lemme find a nice skin?
actually i found one.
changed until halfway.
THAN.
i realised.
i cant fit in the rockyou and youtube thingy.
so sadds.







where is the fun.
gees.
tomorrow school reopen liao.
i wanna have holidays..

ohmyohmy.
feeling HIGHHHHH.
lalala~
and yet theres the sick feeling in my stomach.
shucks.
and i swear.
my legs have just been barbecued RED.






as we all know the seventh month is here.
and surprisingly.
im not in the least afraid.
unlike last time.
probably its because i started to trust in god?
((:
oh wells.
so i was helping to burn the papers for fun.
and i stood in front of that furnace.
whatever thats called.
AND.
my legs were burning.
and it really became red.
actually quite nice leh.
lols.
i mean the shade of the colour.







and im currently being reprimanded.
WHEN my teacher is the one who cant make it.
and my parents make it as if its my fault
BAHHH.
ohwells.
anyway since im feeling high.
i wont mind.








what time issit?
ITS TIGER TIME.
lalala~







NCC camp tomorrow.
freaking unfair.
they can dont need go school on tuesday.
what kind of world is this coming to?
lols.
oh wells.


UP UP AND AWAY.

EURGH.
i dunno what to do.
i dunno what to think off.
im just SO MESSED UP.
i think of it.
i wonder.
and than i realise.
i do want it.
and yet.
im hesitating.
FREAK.







why did i have to get all tangled up?
why do i have to bother bout such stuffs?
MAN OH MAN.
i am like totally EURGHEURGHEURGH.






and so i still dont see diana ONLINE.
WHY? why? why?
right now.
im messed up.
damned,
i just feel like swearing.
why?
i dunno.







i have so much to do.
so little time.
why cant just stop everything.
FREAK.





monday had better faster come.
so that i can
GO CRAZY.
and did i mention?
i got into wakeboarding.
hooray yeah.
BAHHH.
nothing is cheering me up now.
okay.
probably miss swan.
ITS FREAKING HILARIOUS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lF4RyB50Xus


shes working as this phone operator or something.
lols.
FUNNY.
check it out if you have the time.







and heaven is on my side.
DIANA JUST WENT ONLINE!
ohmygawd.
lalala~

OLEOLEOLEOLE!
lols.
i seriously was like lolS!
AH WON THE CHAMPION C BOYS!
woots.
pity we dint win for C GIRLS.
but they were still good.






i swear i dont ever think that ******* is shuai at all.
i just said he played well?
=.='
so ohmygawd.
playing well is shuai?
WOW.
lols.
i aint sarcastic.
no offence.






drill was gaoxiao.
its like there was this few pieces of DRY SHIT?
in the middle of the church carpark?!
shocks.
lols
and rachel was like trying to make us step on it or something.
we sorta zao4 fan3.
haha.
SMALL STEPS.
BIG STEPS.
gaoxiaos.







deb is afraid of bernard tapping her shoulders.
she thinks its a GHOST.
its qi1 yue4 btw.
in case some are still lagging.
haha.






IM DYING TO GO FOR ULTRAVIOLET.
WISH ME LUCK!

tuition was horrendous yesterday.
seriously
who sleeps during a ONE-TO-ONE tuition?
wells.
for example.
ME.
and my teacher dint scold me.
ohmygawd.
first time see this kinda cases.
as in seriously.
she ask question.
i close my eyes and answer.
finish answering.
zzzzzz.
surprisingly.
after i zzzzzz i will suddenly wake up when she asks the next question.
so it went on for one and a half hours.
until i think i had enough sleep.
lols.







today in school.
lalala~ing away.
OHMYGAWD.
ICE CREAM MAN.
HES DOWNSTAIRS NOW.
______________________________________


yayys
licking ice cream
using internet
what could possibly go wrong.
laadeedum~
i have to stop the highness now!!




hey people.
BOBBY IS BOBBING.
lols.
i'll take the hammer and bang his head down flat!
ohmygawd.
bobby's so CUTE.
lols.

right.
TUITION in 4 mins time!
how great.
siian.
and the only day i could be home early.
AND I HAVE TUITION.
bahhh.







kaijie's nipples are as big as his nose.
quoted from josephine.
LAUGHED LIKE HELL.






alright.
so i misunderstood.
home tuition!?
sucks.






FEELING HIGHHHHH.
when is this highness gonna stop?!

alright.
i changed the skin.
i like everything about it.
EXCEPT.
for the picture.
think its looks weird.






laadeedum~
feeling high.

blahblah.
was feeling high in school today.
gaagaagoogoo.
oohlarlah.






people tell me.
what does it take for someone to open the mouth and pop the question.
i think its like SOOOOO difficult.
because there is a real life example.
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
although it doesnt concern me DIRECTLY.
but i bother because it is related to my gooooood friend.
so its like.
AIHHH.
just pop the question will die meh.
stupid shit.
ehh. sorry if i sounded kinda rude.
but my message was gonna die.







yepp.
so i just crapped throughout the sucky history test.
i tell you.
i dont get whats there to write so much about.
i look at belles answers.
the length that is.
and i look at mine.
WORLD OF DIFFERENCE.
so sad.
eurghhh.






but ACC was fun.
we were like talking about the outing.
ohmygawd.
so EXCITING. ((:
but they dragged it to food.
and i just pushed my chair away.
lols.
BECAUSE
i had no communication with food.
i aint that greedy you know.
LOLS.
jkjk
dont kill me.







went tm with vagdaks.
sheena dint go.
she had sc thingy.
played A LITTLE while at the playground there.
its like i sit awhile only my head was spinning.
lols
okay.
i cant take giddy rides.
especially after i just ate long johns.







haiiya!
i aint looking forward to tomorrow.
especially when i know.
I CANT SMS.
FREAK.
why cant i upgrade my plan.
to like student plan.
PLS OH PLS.
than i wont die.
now my fingers are itching.
not because of the comp.
BUT BECAUSE OF MY PHONE.
*faints.






lalalal~~
somebody tell me how to cure the highness.
lols.

MY GAWD.
when are fruits ever going to get it.
okay.
not exactly fruits.
WATERMELON.
when is watermelon popping out the question.
and squirt its juice out?
freak!
so jinzhang and now its like.
-.-'







wonder how project A is doing now.
SO EXCITING.
lalala~
i am feeling so high.
was like smiling like hell yesterday.
ohmy.
and the highness just dragged till today.







BAHHHH.
im missing school terribly.
okay.
im insane.
OH FREAK.
total crappy post.
i dun care.
dunno what im typing.

the graffiti pictures.
NICE NICE!


alright. we are acting cool. lols.

digging of nose.! banging of the gun!

spastic normal ACT CUTE!

the two prejudiced and racist!

combing hair upside down!

the perfect ACT-COOLERS! lols.

FINALLY
blogging.
you know how itchy my fingers can get.
IF i dont blog.
i understand now.
and all i can do is.
STARE at the black screen and typing rubbish.
WITH ABSOLUTUELY NOTHING COMING OUT.
because the computer is not even on.
-.-'





so lessons are getting quite fun.
considering the fact that we changed place.
IM SITTING NEXT TO BELLE.
hurrah!
yarhyarh.
wadeva.






so founders day.
BIG DAY HUR.
sure big day.
met in school like 7.30?
than was asked to help give out booklets blah blah.
so skipped a teeny weeny bit of GB.
bahh.






the greeting part was kinda screwed.
i dont know what the hell was i saying.
seriously.
its like i think what to say in my head.
THAN
i say something else.
ended up sticking out my tongue everytime i say something wrong.
hopefully guest dint see?
=X






bleagh.
spent like around two hours at the canteen.
gonna zzzz anytime.
but vagdaks made it funny.
so its like dint zzzz larh.
ATE LOR MAI GAI.(spelt like this?)
oh wells.
it was nice larh.
cos i was hungry.
hee.






when went up holding area it was damn cool.
the stomp people were like THUMBS UP.
the whole school cheered damn loud.
if it were me i would have screamed the hell of.
it was REALLY GOOD.
and its like the finale with all the poppers.
V V V V nice.
cant believe it.
lalala~
but we spent about 45 mins?
or maybe shorter.
CLEARING up the confetti.
blahblah.
luckily other UGs helped.
or we would die.






vesper,
changed.
walked to mrt.
i swear they were damn retarding me.
not retarding.
as in qian bian.
no offence.
but seriously.
oh wells.
love them still.
((:







ate at simei kfc.
we were talking larh.
DOUBLE DATE!?
lols.
VC VC VC.
woohoo~~
went home after that.






i dint go online yesterday.
so if you see this now than good.


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEB!

zzzzz.
on the verge of closing my eyes liao.
paiisey so late than update.
oh wells.
so i was all prepared to update this evening.
and so i took my clothes and wanted to bathe.
than i stared at my mothers huge bed.
so inviting.
lied on it.
AND UNKNOWINGLY.
fell asleep.
zzzzzzz






in school was like damn shit.
change placing.
gladly though.
belle is sitting diagonally opposite me.
THANK GOD.
or i am gonna be bored to deathhhhhhh.
had the short rehearsal after school.
was like the turning part.
I WAS SO TEMPTED TO BANG.
seriously.
turning without a bang feels really weirdddd.







after that went to mac with the others.
NO DEB.
she went to her cousin's wedding.
hope she enjoyed herself.
AND ACCORDING TO HER.
the bride is not pretty.
HAHAHA.
at macs was like they were interrogating amelia.
AH HA.
amelia.
told you that you couldnt keep anything from us.
lalala~
oh wells.
feeling a little high.







history sux.
the research thingy.
what the hell exactly are we supposed to do?
i dont know.
NO IDEA.
BLANK.
BLURRRRRR.







tomorrow have rehearsal again.
hope we wont get scoldings again?
*cross fingers.

AND I THOUGHT IT WAS MY UNLUCKY DAY.





so its like i woke up WITH POUCHY EYES AGAIN LARH!
wth.
and was eating blah blah.
DEN
my mother suddenly explode.
suddenly started scolding me larh!
for like not washing my bottle.
-.-'
and once she start nagging.
time to switch to off mode.







ready to set off DEN
HER EYES PAIN!
ohmygawd.
so was like siao.
had to faster wake up my father and RUN ARH.
cos really scared late.
AND OF COS.
i was still late.
shucks.
oh wells.
i was like dying of the heat and the chokiness.
or wadeva thats called.
the collar thingy.
DAMN TIGHT.






stood there.
was looking out everywhere.
but couldnt see clearly.
maybe people too small.
haha
nobody fall out.
so cool.
WE ARE THE FITTEST.
yeah babeh.






had vesper and pumpings after school.
QUICKLY changed.
went with the others to burger king.
not at changi airport.
at simei.
lols.






I REALLY CANT STAND VAGDAKS.
they are like the nicest people on earth.
why do i have such nice friends? ((((((:
totally funny at the restaurant
i was like sometimes diaoded.
sometimes DAMN GAOXIAO.
oh wells.






went home after that.

the pictures at kfc.
alittle only larh.
cos the rest are like damn crap.


not very zhun3.

corners cut out! RETAKE.!

this is like the funniest pic. DEB IS DIGGING HER NOSE WITH SHEENA'S HANDS!

probably one of the more normal pictures.




yupps.
should be like that le.

okay.
so i came to school.
AND THEY DROPPED A BOMB ON ME.
CALLED "LITTLE BOY".
lols.
u know the one they dropped during the occupation?
yarh.
thats the one.
so i totally shut down.
system off.






was like hell depressed.
to think the friends i trusted most like betrayed me?
thats what i was thinking larh.
but come to think of it.
must thank them too.
so made up with them.
and yarh.







during art quickly went to book pirates of the carribean on phone.
went to the toilet.
and so we booked.
went back to art.
and started INTERROGATION BY ME TO DEB.
lols.
found out my kc was involved!?
*faints







tm collected the tickets.
at first wanted to eat at Yoshinoya's.
than saw tempting long johns silver.
SAT DOWN AND EAT.
than kc and sheena came koping food.
lols.
went into cinema.
chao ji early.
found out banana was in the same cinema!
and the dusgusting siewmin.
LOLS.
jkjk.







its like we had the middle BACKROW seats.
so nice hor the placing.
lols.
but maybe a bit more infront would have been better.
its like throughout the movie.
some parts scary some is like damn gaoxiao.
orlando bloom is shuaii.
shit.
and JACK SPARROW IS DAMN GAOXIAO.
the way he spoke was like.
omg.
so funny.
elizabeth(name in movie) is like damn pretty.
the more i look the more pretty she is.
freak.
les-sing again.







went home after that.
NOW I AM WAITING...

woke up early
thought i was late larh!
my mother scared me.
"girl wake up. 9 already"
and i went FREAK.
seriously.
cos its like supposed to meet at 9.30?
SCARLE IT WAS ONLY 8.30
-.-'







so was selling stuff.
a nice uncle donated like $10!
shocked dio.
but nice nice.
stuffed toys can be easy to sell.
and sometimes not.
oh wells.
first session.
its like sell almost everything liao.
zzzzz.







had this long break in between.
so we were taking pictures of the graffiti wall.
so proud of bb.
lols.
THEY WERE DRAWN BY BB SECFOURS.
woots.
soo creative.
haha.
tried to take photos and act dao.
funny.
upload another time.
as for the kfc pictures i promised.
hee.
SEE FIRST.






also went with grace to outside go sit sit talk talk.
was kinda okay larh.
the school is nice when nobody is around to disturb.
((:







second session dint sell much.
cos no much things to sell liao.
went tm and after that home.

woke up like 7 in the morning.
zzzzz.
POUCHY EYES AGAIN!
had to wear uni.
so was like running about looking for the diferents stuffs.
polished boots for 15 mins.
left for school.






was like early larh.
not very early.
quite alright.
fall in and roll call.
tried the good morning thingy.
dont think my group was loud enough.
i seriously dont hear anything AT ALL.






zzzz.
AND GRACE HAS TOTAL CLEAR VIEW LARH!
grrr..
UNFAIR.
lols.






trained the going in thingy.
actually stomp quite cool sia.
its like damn fun de gan jue.
haah.
but i think our going in thingy.
VERY WEIRD.
its like no co-ordination.
no nothing.
ALL BLURRRRR.
but our position is like very good for me larh.
lols.
cos..
YUPP.






had a little chat with grace along the mrt track.
was talking about.....
yupp.
vagdaks should know.
lols.





went macs eat after that.
was talking and stuff.

FREAK
okay.
blogger officially sucked again.
I HAVE TO RETYPE.




SO I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT YESTERDAY.
YOU DROPPED THE BOMB ON ME.
AND I SIMPLY EXPLODED.
FREAK.





so i woke up BLURRED on this perfectly fine day.
with my pouchy eyes and sniffing nose.
and when i come to school
i was welcomed by a kick on my bag
BY SOME FRIGGING JERK.
seriously.
i dont care if you kick it.
AT LEAST PICK IT UP.
rather than leave it lying about.
hello?
its blocking the path?
zzzz.
i know this sounds mean.
but you caught me on a bad mood day.
so its goodbye.







music is getting fun.
playing keyboards.
woots.~
REFLECTION IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS.
im starting to like music.





history we were talking about beckham.
beckham bacon beckham bacon.
than kana scolding.
the whole group.
but i think its like mrs koh colour blind.
belles specs are orangish red?
she calls it pink.
-.-'
lols.






badgework during GB was kinda fun.
i was cutting out all JOLIN TSAI PICS.
MY GAWD.
she is TOTALLY HOT AND SEXY.
TOTAL PACKAGE.
lols.
do i sound like a lesbian.
haha






drill and margaret jie said we improved alot.
YAYYS.
one year drill did pay of after all.
took her van down the mrt road.
i think my shoulders are broken.
lols.
but must thank her.
saved alot of time.
TIME IS PRECIOUS PEOPLE.






kfc! zinger!
was zilian-ing after finish eating.
so v funny and gaoxiaos.
I LOVE GB!.
woots~~~~

sawbelly.
FUNNY.
u saw open the belly,
u get sawbellies.
was uber high during chinese.
laughing throughout.
damn gaoxiaos.
cant believe deb's crapiness.
for your info,
go checkout belles blog.

www.ermdotpok.blogspot.com





highing is fun.
especially when youre with friends.
so its like chionged to go join grace after school.
we went simpang bedok to eat ba chor mee.
okay larh.
so walked back to school for their squad drill,
was like slacking at first.
playing milubing songs.
than started to help command.






went home and was playing songs again.
siiannn.

GEES.
why aint he online this few days?
or no fate?




LALALA.
crap.
finshed history chapter one and two.
chapter three.
i dunno.
i dont have it with me.
so cant do.




once more.
xihuanni ((:

i think im in love with jolin or something.
recently kept searching for singer's mtv on youtube.
but i find hers is the nicest.
dunno why.
lols.

life is getting totally meaningless.
i look at what is in front of me.
and i realise.
there was always this shield there.
a protective layer.
to prevent me from getting hurt.
but what would happen if it was not there?
i would probably end up doubly hurt.
sheesh.






i totally agree.
life is full of uncertainties.
aint that the sentence from english worksheet.
gees.
yeah.
so what if it is.
i have to get on with it.
and be done with it.
who cares about this life.
who cares about all this.
i doubt anybody does.





you know what?
xihuanni ((:





had to stay back after school
luckily i was free.
was kinda happy.
could see gb again.
so had a little rehearsal.
went out after that.





so we were crapping on the station.
jeepers.
and than they were speaking like i dunno.
probably normal voice.
BUT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE TOP SECRET.
and it just so happened people who would care was there!
EURGH.
i kinda freaked out alittle.
after that started talking about deb and _______
lols.





burgerking again.
the same waitress.
she knows us like "family" now.
lols
chatted about some stuffs.
went home.
was kinda hoping to see some things.
BUT.
no.
siian.





LIFE IS TOTALLY BORING.

a question has been bugging me.
am i ap?


wells.
according to some.
i am.
so maybe i am.
oh wells.
accept fate then.

its a wasted day.
actually
everyday's a wasted day.
hell.





free period was fun though.
my hand paid the price of being stinky.
lols.
BOTH HANDS IN FACT.
oh wells.
it was fun.





stinking english.
sucky placing.
IM FRIGGING COLD.
but i can see clearer at where i am.
thats a good point.
a clearer view of some things.
((:






ate long john's after school.
another fun thing.
zhou1 chong2 qing4's next hairstyle for superband is styled by debra.
lols.
belle's sense of touch has a problem.
has to test it out.
stepping on deb's foot again and again.
to test out if it is her foot.





friendship aint something to make you feel stressed over.
its something to be there for you when youre down.
but am i really feeling it so?

YAYYS!
i knew i was right to believe in italy.
lols.
but i feel pity for france.
as in.
i dont know.
just felt they like very cham.
fight so hard only to see their dejected faces.
if it were me,
i would probably have just died.
LMAO.
jkjk.






i woke up luckily.
in fact i was so kiasu i woke up at 1.35.
this normally happens when im overexcited and i cant sleep.
so i conclude i was EXCEPTIONALLY excited.
wonder why am i.
its just the finals?
lols.
so italy and france both scored like the early minutes of the game.
and it totally maintained a 1-1.
my eyes were like wide open for a goal
BUT
dont have.
actually theres one.
aint counted.
offside.
-.-'






zidane is really funny.
he actually used his BOTAK head to knock one of the italy players chest.
I LAUGHED LIKE SIAO.
seriously.
but i must say hes a good player.
haha.
josephine and debra got so excited over him and bathez.
i still think jehns lehmans is a better goalie though.






science is like funny.
the torch glass cracked.
OHNO.
who did it?
not me.
lols.







slept throughout the whole of chinese.
no choice.
was too tired from the watching of the match.
woke up and realised lesson ended.
how nice.
my first experience of sleeping in lessons,
given to chenlaoshi.
aint she touched?
lols.






had drill.
was siians larh.
cos only three people and one commander.
kept doing the same stuff over and over again.
so dismissed early.
went to bk eat.
was hungry you see.
DEB'S STOMACH AGAIN.
lols.






went home and zzzz on the mrt.
gonna bathe now.
and probably catch a wink or two.
byes.!




deb made me excited.
wondering if its true.

finals tonight people!
woots.
i dont care what your are gonna say.
ITALY IS GONNA WIN THIS CUP.!
and my belief is strong.






gonna try to watch it later.
if im able to wake up that is.
cos as we all know,
audreyyao's a pig.
but hopefully would be able to wake up to catch it!
ITALY WHOOSH.
france, hmmm.
i aint gonna comment.
ITALY!!!!.






wish me luck that i can wake up.
hee.
wait for my sms deb!
we'll gonna communicate through sms!
weeess~~






and i cant believe germany won.
not that i dont like them.
but i prefer portugal.
sad that they lost.
oh wells.
fate.





the next world cup season people!
portugal good luck!
((:

morning tuition.
bored...
started drawing on my hands.
and my mother was saying im naughty.
lols.
surely drawing is naughty.





my cousins are coming later!
im missing twister!
but.
oh wells.
neverminds.





that china relatives of mine of leaving on tuesday.
should i say good or bad?
not sure.
but hoping to see my auntie again.
uncle is freaking me out.
in some ways.





gonna go watch tv now.
bye peeps!
GO ITALY!

i received the pics!
shall upload some now.



the hulahoop! cant be seen though.

fighter girl!

I LURVE YOU GUYS!

SEVEN FLOWERS!

that $100 bear!

the barney girl!

i love the turtle!

she cant be flipped!

sheena: future mother! me: future babysitter?

the latest shades in town!

youre digging your own grave!

the secret mission!

shes dead.

F&N club!

the F&N drinks!



yepp.
theres more.
but im posting this few.

DEB CALLED ME MRS ARFAN!
*faints
lols.




yep mrs nicodemus.
i know that as long as we have each other.
thats what matters. ((:

changed the skin.
its like a new skin to a new beginnning.
great.
kinda liking it.
although its quite crude.
but nevermind! ((:






my joints of the knees are feeling suan1 now.
40 squats up down.
MADNESS!
thats why i prefer pumpings.
but deb they all prefer squats?
dont want.
the joints will be suan1.
lols





and i finally see diana online!
hip hip hooray!
lols.
and she actually knows!
deb is gonna die.
im gonna strangle her and beat her up.
jkjk.
i aint that sadistic.





i must thank grace for the talk yesterday.
it may be depressing.
but at least i know theres somebody to be there for us.
true.
we've got each other.
thats what matters.
im beginning to love GB more and more.
its carefree,
its fun.
l'm loving GB!




ohh.
as for the pictures i promised,
i havent received them yet.
so cant post.
zzzz.