OMG LITTLE NYONYA'S FINAL EPISODE IS UP ON MOBTV, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! IM GOING T DIE WAITING FOR IT DOWNLOAD.

but its okay, i shall take th time t quickly complete eclipse. ive been going out too much that i dont have time t read ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA YIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!! (L)

ure finally sixteen when its only 2 more days t th end of th year LOL. may you enjoy this v special day even though VAGDAKS aint thr t celebrate for you YET. you have brought much laughters into VAGDAKS and will always remain a wonderful part of our lovely clique :D :D :D

th endless days of teppanyaki dinners will always be remembered. As for now STOP GROWING COS URE ALREADY TH TALLEST IN VAGDAKS, I'LL OUTGROW YOU ONE DAY HAHAHAHA.

:D :D :D :D

twilight's great :) now moving on t new moon. i know im really lagging but whatever. &i rewatched twilight online, pretty sweet still i think.

mobtv's being idiotic, it refuses t let me download Little Nyonya (Y)! i dont know what else t update.

yi lu shun feng t steady,huiling&gina for their thailand trip tomorrow! :D

dint update for a couple (&literally a couple) of days :D but it seemed kinda long t me meaningggggg im getting back t th blogging mood so i don't think i should contemplate closing th blog. at th v least keep it open for my viewing pleasure :)

Saw marg jie's link on facebook & farewell pictures are up!








SKY!!!!!! :D :D :D

















VAGDAKS WITHOUT V :]

Christmas party th previous few days was alright i guess. i managed t chiong VAGDAKS present within 3 hours! HUHU! &it seemed pretty presentable t me i guess ha. not much of pictures during th gathering but we caught twilight tgt! :) &call me lag but i dont care im only starting on th series now :B

pretty lazy t update alr i guess.
so t all out thr:
HAPPY CHRISTMAS !!!
[steady: thr's nothing wrong with using happy instead of merry!!!!! hahaha]

out for a short while today, no luck with finding jobs i guess.

christmas party tomorrow, but i still have presents t complete for tuesday. i haven't done a single thing, shitass. &i seriously don't think i'll be able t complete it on time, shucks.

i needa more timeeeeeeeee :/

Farewell's over finally, so yeah. that leaves pretty much nothing big coming up, oh wait i forgot. christmas :/ i needa start preparing those presents again, gahhhh.

Anw, reached home&started reminiscing bout GB stuffs so i headed of t chinhan.smugmug &i found quite a number of old photos lol. like Debra&my bloody freaking shiny boots [i really never knew our boots were that shiny before, but now...kns]






So i guess that pretty much summarizes my 4yrs in GB. despite thr being a hundred fifty reward from th moe but somehow something doesn't feel right.. Monday back t GB again, kinda ironic i guess. &thr's christmas party at night th day after &maybe 24th as well.
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t my dearest sister:
i know you'll read my blog &even as you're sleeping now, cheerup! :) I really don't think its worth it somehow. sorry but from th way you put it, i kinda think that ___'s a jerk now. but still its your choice &your life :D just remember, i'll always be your sister &all would be fine!

ohmy, 2 consecutives posts in 2 days.
well done audrey HAHHAH
ciaos~
I JUST DOWNLOADED NYONYA HUHU!

im back from china/vietnam :D







its pretty much as boring as a trip t China could be but thr were a few great stuffs.
1) th weather was bloody brilliant! :D or maybe its just cos Singapore's hot all round th year. i acty stuffed myself 5 layers at YangShuo, cool yo! L-O-L.
2) Th hotel rooms were rather pleasing t add despite them being all 3 stars, alright not all. th last one sucked shit, i felt like i was in ghost town.
3) &thr was this rock that if i could fit my whole hand in i'm really smart. (th hole was 5 inches wide, which freak would have hands that fat.) PICTURE NUMBER2.
4) oh&throughout th entire trips i think thr were 58263957 number of wishing places. but my wish was always th same, guess what! :) pretty obvious really lol. vjvjvjvjvjvj.
one thing bout china: I LOVE THOSE PRETTY COSTUMES THAT THEY WORE :>


th dogs we saw on board some floating house in vietnam were darned cute&cute&cute&cute! i thought they would cook them for 狗肉according t a tour mate, lucky its not or it'll be damnit a pity.
plus, th trip t th airport so that we could head back t singapore had t have an obstacle, th bus broke down; some lame wheel they have thr. [it got punctured so its lame, get it? ROFL.]
one thing bout vietnam: I HATE THOSE PUBLIC TOILETS THAT HAD NO DOORS I DINT DARE T PEE IN THEM.

i drafted out th entire post on my trip &all but blogger ate it all up, so i decided summarize a few stuffs. what a bloody waste of time really. I've been contemplating t close down th blog a couple of times but i just cant bear t see 700 posts just gone in a flash, so i guess i'll just keep it dead &update once in awhile.
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its pretty amazing how people can still keep up with blogging nowadays, thr's just so much t do. ie. watch little nyonya!!!! (Y)


christmas is coming along pretty soon &once again th season of giving &th season of getting broke. i really need jobs but its too late alr i guess. i'll still be going down t _______ t check it out. (cross fingers)

alright, thr's farewell later on so i guess i'll wait for kahwee now :) this post is long. should satisfy people like fatguy with lotsa moles HAHAHA who says my blog is depressed.

bye :D
p/s. LITTLE NYONYA FTW! :D

i told myself t stay strong on my stand.

& yet..

i don't know if i'm able t carry on feigning for i dislike this method of living.

thanks goodness i'm leaving for china in a few days time.

i can't wait t leave this place im cooped up in.

who cares if i'm probably going t die of melamine.

its pretty amazing t know how much everyone's viewing blogs for prom pictures. it proved so when my blog hits went up way much more then before starting from thursday, like L-O-L.

im not intending t upload acty :/ because i don't have th photos and my camera lighting sucked and nobody's bothering t send me th photos and im lazy and i'll rather watch my drama. so thr :)

but maybe i'll upload one or two for fun when i'm in th mood, but honestly IM TOO LAZY T BLOG MUCH LESS UPLOAD PHOTOS. so we'll see :]

1photo2photos

goodbye drama time!!!!!!!!
i can't wait t go t china now.
p.s/ i liked th backview of my hair during prom (Y)

pretty much a quick update :)

i'm just waiting for th darned drama t upload. i uploaded th wrong episode -.- dumb or dumber. at least im getting used t this slackshit life alr, no more library, no more studying, no more eating at 5 for dinner and yaddayadda. {alright maybe it's not that slack, thr's still these pile of books home that needs extreme clearance}

out these few days still even after drill and stuffs.

tomorrow's gonna be lunch with vagdaks :) havent seen them in quite awhile i guess. so tomorrow shall come soon and we'll discuss prom. &suck bollz, my prom is totally not ready.

farewell theme's out : Hawaiian.
great, now another thing t worry about, gahhhhh. but first, i needa settle prom shit.

i guess i need t catch up with that episode of my drama and its of t bed for now, i'm really exhausted i think.

bye!:D

heading out pretty often these days and not reaching home till around midnight :) finally im spending th whole day home today!

but you know what, i still cant kick of th habit of waking at 9 t go library, darned. still feels weird not t go library in fact. i can't wait t go out with huihui&waikhee somehow :D sentosa trip blah shit.

though things are never th same, i still look forward t th slight chance of a new start.

As of now, time t do some nostalgic stuffs :D

what a dull post, i seem t have lost touch with th blogging world.

alright, today wasn't that successful, but ohwells. better then before alr i guess :) At least it was good for th first part. at least, i managed t do more then before? alright, maybe not. bahhhhhhhhhhh.

&thr's amaths mock test tomorrow. yes/no? D:
i can't seem t decide &seems like thr's quite a couple of people going. plus i'm slanting more towards yes :/ oh darned, we'll see.

i dont know what else t look forward cos th fat O is 6 days from now. nonetheless, thr's a motivation somewhere....

10 MORE DAYS! :D

ohwells, &here's a post t satisfy your warped mind too.I shouldn't even be here cos apparently i wanted t post only after November 12th, but thanks to YOU i have t break my promise,tsk.

Anw, th fat O's is here in 7 days or rather 6 days and 24hours and 10 mins, freakit. Im screwed. Tomorrow's gonna be good, cos am gonna make it good. Im so dead. its freaky t know that after we sleep, 8 hours is gone, and th O's is even nearer o.O sometimes, humans shouldn't sleep, darned.

&yeah, its a looooooooooooong enough post i think :) i've kept my end of th promise!

oohmy, 11 more days!

:D

tomorrow's vjc's open house :D :D :D :D &probably service afterthat.

but darned, i dont know if should ohwells...

YanBingJie told us t give thanks during follow up today

D:

maybe tomorrow's gonna be better!

lovely :)

thanks lots my dearest steadyyyy :>

for being so observant&all!

:D :D :D

vjc, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!

uh, apparently quite a number of people thought i was referring to them in th earlier post but ohwells. if you have a clear conscience, then why be afraid hahaha.

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thank goodness ive met so many more friends at th library.

&i will never get bored studying with you Steady :) wheeeeeeeee.

k, what a retarded post, but i dint want th post t be stuck on th earlier one, so tata~ &am off to chop some chemistry paper up.

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well, Prelims is officially over! :) :) :) :) &4D had a class outing at Sentosa yesterday! Attendance was not too bad i think 28 people present!

&even though before that _____________________ (fill in the blanks) it was pretty fun afterall :> Dint really regret going &ya played a few games, camwhored &stuffs. Right now, i'm back to th old dark audrey lol. but definitely worth it i think (; i wouldn't mind another outing anytime again! even if th shape of my tank is gonna remain behind my back hahaha.

So just a few pictures! :D






BYE!
:D
edit/}cool, look at this.408! wanling says:
GREAT
408! wanling says:
I LOVE YOU!

last paper tomorrow :?

&i dont know whether to...

:): :(:

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY LOL.

AUDREYYAO says:
HHAHAHAHAH WE LIKE SUPER POWER RANGERS LIKE THAT LOL
wanling says:
HAHAHAHA
wanling says:
I PINK RANGER, YOU GREEN RANGER!
wanling says:
WE SAVE THE WORLD!

now tell me who's th lamer one, ha! lol.

aww, &this is so sweet...

wanling says:
YOU'LL FOREVER BE MY STEADY
wanling says:

HAHAHAH

ohdarn, this sounds so lesbianish LOL.

Made it Happen today with Hwee after a last min decision! :) Pretty nice show i must say, &th cinema was rather ermz, cosy?lol. Small &not packed at all. Did a huge paisey thing before th show though, can't believe i was that idiotic :

Teppanyaki for dinner &we saw Swivz at Fish&Co. Wanted to hang around for awhile so that we could hear them sing lol. But too late, so i went back to th library after leaving and going twice O.o

Alright, im bored. &ohmy, somebody's offering $45 for th full series of twilight, tempting.. very.. hmm...

bye :)

1. i liked th talk with kahwee 2 days ago at pizza hut :)
2. Amaths paper today was a killer D:
3. I'm so excited for prom.
4. I heard Li-sir's gonna die for xue jing xiong xin :( & BoQiao's Li-sir's biological son.
5. Studying tomorrow at th library again.
6. I still have not eaten my haagen daz mooncake.
7. Physics paper1's arriving=Prelims ending.

Time for a break, KITKAT TIME!!!!!!!
:D

i pretty much guessed it anw, i just dont know why it bothered me so much.im sucha pathetic loser.

i looked through chinhan out of sheer boredom an hour ago &found this

D:

suddenly, i kinda miss lastyear's farewell :):

&yet...

i guess, its back to Geog for now.

Im So Screwed.

\

bye
:D

OMG I GOT SCAMMED DAMN BADLY BY STUPID REUBEN LOL.

a few days ago i was collecting nudges to prove that i rock &look what stupid reuben did.

he put "type if you think i rock" on his personal msg. &he went to say "hey" to me.

mochi says:
hey
AUDREYYAO NOWIFEELLIKECHANGINGISHUANGLOL says:
should i change my colour to something that you cant see?
AUDREYYAO NOWIFEELLIKECHANGINGISHUANGLOL says:
HAHAH.
AUDREYYAO NOWIFEELLIKECHANGINGISHUANGLOL says:
yes?
mochi says:
thanks for the compliment
mochi says:
look at my pm ^^
mochi says:
haha
AUDREYYAO NOWIDONTWANTCHANGEAGAINLOL says:
HOLYSHITYOUCOPYCATCOPYCAT
AUDREYYAO NOWIDONTWANTCHANGEAGAINLOL says:
AND I ACTUALLY DINT TYPE YOU KNOW
mochi says:
dun care
mochi says:
haha

bloody bhb.

&i originally intended to change my skin again. But th links sucked, so back to froggyfriend. uhhhhhhhhhh, im bored :O

bye.

ohmy, what an eventful night :) Lovely Night today! K-ship [&i still aint telling you what it means hahahha] Pictures&pictures but no posting ;>

&earlier on when i was bathing i suddenly missed ShangHai trip alot. &ohmy, after 2 years i realised this.
THAT THE PAOJIAO INCIDENT WAS NO JOKE &IT ACTUALLY REALLY HAPPENED LIKE WHATTHEHECK.
so i am stil lagging like no tomorrow lol.

Anw, studying tomorrow yet again with Steady! :) HOPE YOU HAVE CHEERED UP ALREADY ALRIGHT, HEH. IF NOT WE SHALL READ SNOOPY&GARFIELD AGAIN :D :D :D

darned, i'm still short of 6 piccas. How am i gonna make it for Sunday! ):

oh&emailing people as a chatting session can be kinda fun cos its retarded lol.
alright, nights all!:D
edit/}ybj asked me who i forgived during followup today.i still don't know if its right but its better not to bear grudges i guess.<:

CHEERUP STEADY :) {omg its pink 0.0}
DONT BE EMO ALRIGHT!!! :>
WE'LL STAND IN FRONT OF TH LIBRARY GATE TGT ON FRIDAY &CHIONG IN LIKE MAD COWS :D :D :D

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)))))))))))))))))))
READ MORE SNOOPY&GARFIELD TGT BABY HEHEHEHEHEHE. EVEN THOUGH I LOOKED LIKE A RETARD LAUGHING TO MYSELF AFTER YOU LEFT HAHAHA.

WATCH MORE TELLY&LET YOU PI MORE SAI HUR (:

CHEERIO <:

i'm so frustrated all of a sudden.

I need some outlet at this point of time.
&i'm so annoyed with my blogskin but i can't find a suitable one to change to.

screw blogger, screw blogskins, screw cbox, screw everything >:(

Maybe one day after o's i'll just delete this damned blog.

D:

Edit/}

i feel like eating Ben&Jerry's suddenly, it should help in my mood :)

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ohmy, what a long post lol.
studying tomorrow yet again, but before that.... hehehehe.

sayonara!

HI LEE YIYANG YOU SUCK :)
&to prove your stupidity, here goes.

AUDREYYAO ROCKS MY SOCKS COS ITS ME HAHAA says:
i dont think i look stressed actually lol
AUDREYYAO ROCKS MY SOCKS COS ITS ME HAHAA says:
BUT TO EACH ITS OWN
-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE i dun quite get the last line
-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE but i guess u mean you are stupid

&then you move on to become bhb

-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE i dun think im clever anw
-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE i couldnt finish ONLY HALF A QNS during amath

&i'm collecting nudges cos it signifies how much i rock hahaha! okay, thats gay-.- but i think its good cos it means im finally destressing from the stress of the freaking prelims!hohoho. OMG LOOK AT THIS


-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE of course you rock
-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE audreyyao rocks la
-AhšNCC >>Y Y LEE is like a duh thing * So the first two weeks of prelims are over! :D but thr's still 2 more to go. siannnnn x 10000000 but no worries AUDREYYAO GO GO GO!!!!!!! WATCH OUT O'S IM GONNA OWN YOU!!!!!!!!!
anw, here's an early greeting.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED LOVELY GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

the dear FIRST GIRL I KNOW BEST in gb :> really can't imagine how life would be like in GB if i dint know you. Those times of talking and stuffs :) even though we may not have as much chances to catch up as before, NO WORRIES I STILL LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DID!!!!!!!!! (:

&now, time to end the post GOODBYE!

p/s boonkai, i aint gonna add in songs for you to hear, HAHAA.

alright, i hafta kill myself. apparently so far i have only discovered 15 marks of my carelessness during amaths today. If there are more to come, im screwed. but wait, i'm already screwed. darned, doesn't make a difference.

Alright, physics tomorrow. One more screwed paper to come.

Still, GO GO GO!

okay,i'm lazy to carry on from the previous post :/ heh.

Anw, studying these two days was really a chore cos apparently i'm in this After o'levels mood when half of my prelims aint even over yet-.- kill myself kill myself kill myself. &i'm online almost everyday, darned. stupid charging thingy.

alright, EMATHS HERE I SCRAMMMMMMMMM bye :)

i shouldnt have sounded so depressed, ohwells. TAKE THINGS IN MY STRIDE YO. its the last 4 months in AHS anyway :):

Prelims started today &omg accomplishment i dint go toilet during the papers. Lets hope it carries on, or i'll really kill myself-.- Rechelle seems to know my pattern now,lol. After SSpaper she immediately asked "Do you need to go to the toilet?" predictable.

-OMG LA SANGSHI AND CHANGCHESHIU-

Post-to-be-continued!

i think i hate school.

&its partly all because of _______.
Suddenly, i can't wait for ahs life to end.

i always dread the start of a new day.
I'm so tired of feigning.
SCRAM PRELIMS.

i screwed up my o'level english oral, period.

Choonpei made hellalot sense during tuition today. &my tv's on now, so bye.

dint update for around a week i suppose :) even though i really wanted to update on Saturday, but the darned computer died on me, i ended up reformatting the whole computer :( so pictures pictures pictures!!!!

/

Anyway, last Friday, NDP celebration was an amazing day :] I enjoyed myself to the maximum of all maximums &the maximum!!!!!!!! Singing Hua Hee Dio Ho early in the morning at 6.30 for practice was fun but the actual one was even more hilarious and amazing :) i really hadn't enjoyed myself so much since like 123456789 days ago. Dancing &singing to the song was gr8, thankyou 4D for bringing so much fun for me 3 days ago :DDDDD

我们岛国 是我们的家乡
过去这几年 成熟不少
we love our country, this place called Singapore
别想太多啦，come let us celebrate
不分宗族或宗教 不分男或女
不分年轻或年老 国家生日到
singapore is 43, everyone come see
let us party, let's celebrate its national day today HEEHA!
Singapure a place where we belong
shine for your country, strive for your home.
我们爱国 聚集来庆祝吧
别想太多啦 HUA HEE DIO HO HO HO HO HO!!!!

thats the first stanza only but it was really fun :) pity we dint win but ohwells, HUA HEE DIO HO!!!!!!!! :]

pictures taken during the celebration&after!







Lunched with part of the 4D girls after at the Kopitiam &we were really amazed &thankful for the teachers who proved that they were really nice to us afterall :) Thankyou Mdm Sim, Thankyou MrChan, Thankyou Mrs Lai, Thankyou MsZarinah and even MrsKoh for smiling, and thankyou to all who cheered for us.

Fir concert later at night with Debra, Seemui, Bella &Sheena!

Meeting at 3 plus for dinner so as to ensure that we would not be late was kinda useless cos we almost ended up late,lol. Thank Goodness i went to fop the other time or i wouldn't have been able to lead them around :) maybe...

Dined at NYDC's first, &APPARENTLY SOMEONE VERY VERY VERY COINCIDENTALLY KNOCKED OVER A HUGE TABASCO BOTTLE HAHAHA. walked around before heading down to the concert :)

Great concert even though Sheena &me were really nodding off towards the start o.O apparently the songs they sang were kinda ulu to both of us till the end heh. &thats when we really started standing and screaming and clapping and jumping hohoho (: fun fun fun! reached home at 12plus!

pictures again!




really fun day :) pity its over already but ohwells, prelims is here so GO GO GO!!!!!!! :D

bye! mother's nagging !#$%#^&*(

USE THE COUPON & YOU'LL GET YOUR CARTEL TREAT!

i've been doing a little thinking these days regarding the part about ________. the going to c___ part 2 weeks ago wasn't that bugging me, it was more of fop yesterday that i started thinking. ohwells. play fill-in-the-blanks because apparently __ _____ reads &visits my blog.



Anw, fop yesterday was _____ (for me to know;for you to find out) even though the getting home part was super mindboggling. cos i was like really frightened for breaking my promise &stuff but THANKYOU ESMOND FOR WALKING ALL THE WAY OUT HAHAHAH. &yes thankyou both CHELSIA&ESMOND for convincing me to go. I'll pray that i can go next year, cos i really want to stay throughout provided circumstances allow.

The talk today during tuition at cartel's was made me realise some things about the adult world :) I should learn to appreciate my parents more.

Studying tomorrow again i guess, i'm gonna stay thr till night time cos apparently i slack super alot at night now. &oh my ZHOU RI BA DIAN DANG HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

ciaos! :}

oh right, i wanted to update then i realised my life's boring nowsadays so thr's no update afterall.
except... there's the 2.4 run tomorrow O.O damned, i'm becoming sucha boring person with a boring life and a boring personality plus a boring timetable WHICH I APPARENTLY CANT KEEP UP TO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

oh my, what an interesting life i lead.
bye :)

So much for studying :O seems like thr aint much progress,lol. I'm lagging behind the schedule i planned for myself but i don't seem to be catching up on it despite so. [obvious since im using the bloody computer every weekend] Screw myself rawrrr.

Anw, just a couple of belated birthday wishes :]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY OMG 4YEAR LONG FRIEND IN AHS SAME CLIQUE SAME CCA SAME SQUAD SAME COMMITTEE SAME CLASS SAME EVERYTHING DEBRAPEH!!!!!!!!!
though its really kind of late, but better late then never heh :) Hope you liked the love lee cd that hot stuffz brought to you girl! :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOB ESMOND![fair enough?-.- &im writing it big here on purpose to let everyone know you asked to enlarge your name.]
hope you enjoyed your birthday to the millions of little bits &pieces available. &okay la, the letter was KIND OF TOUCHING :) happeeeeeeeeeeburpdaeeeeeeeeeanywayyyyyy.

HAPPY BELATED TO CLAUDIALIM JUNIOR!
its kind of funny cos i dint even wish you but here it is on my blog but still happy thirteenth! hope you love gb more&more&more&more&more lol :D

alright, NO MORE POST. byebye.

STUDY

hiatus.

i shouldnt be here posting, but here i am.

studying tomorrow yet again, so goodbye :]

been locking myself away from the computer once more, seems like i'm running behind the schedule ive planned for myself, or rather i can't seem to follow what i've planned,lol. better start following to the slacky timetable ive made for myself :]

nothing much happening in school nowsadays i guess, so days are really passing by normally &stuffs.

its 11.30pm, tomorrow's a Friday, meaning.... TEPPANYAKI AT SHEENA'S WITH VAGDAKS :D :D :D Finally the long-awaited day aye dp.

&an early birthday to my ex dear, jane! :) She threw me aside for her dar-.- its early here cos don't think i'll be using the comp much as well, need to catch up on my schedule soon [: toodles! (a no-coloured post)

i question myself if such an action proves that i have really failed in my task. Though i knew the ending was to be so, i never knew it pained my heart so much. It was afterall my pride, my passion, my joy.

i think im getting more&more bored,lol. cos im changing my skin repeatedly. Seems like i'll change this one away soon? :)

&i like this song though it was introduced to me damn long ago without me really liking it hahaha. the more i listen the more i like it so yup :] &i still think debz_palz, "eh teach me lei." on Friday was really amusing LoL.

nothing much to update &i think i have to start revising soon. Seems like i'm missing the library seats so i guess i'll have a nice little cosy gathering with them tomorrow :> Though i don't have my books with me >:( so i guess i'll have to make do with the notes.

&a picture from Friday.


goodbye ;D

just a short post because even though my results were not much better at least i enjoyed myself at night :]

School was really shocking&face-losing. [i don't know how else to put it,lol] Even though the results i first received was really bad, like super bad, i dint feel anything. I think i have really reached the ultimate level now, total numbness, darned. The following ones ain't so bad i guess, but darned, those are the ones i dint really study-.-

&hey meimei, cheer up yo ;D our L1R5 shall shoot up into the planets together :)

Shopping trip after school at vivo's with Kerensa, Grace, Debra&Sheena :D &i had a really hard time making my choice between 2 clothes. (&guess what, i think i have a SLIGHT TINGE of regret now o.O) Dined at Mache's but some paikia say we are like eating in kfc lol.

Carried on walking around another while till 9 before all of us were slowly spacing out,lol. &here i am blogging. Sad thing: distributing of pamphlets tomorrow at 8am D:

/

I really felt very like an explosive at that moment of time. I did not want to see the efforts we all put in to just go down to the drains. &yet, what i'm seeing right now is proving what we're all fearing. That sudden ourburst of feelings was filled with disappointment &anger. As far as i'm concerned, i guess that our efforts are all coming to a naught.

bye :) Sleep is very much required right now.

i dont know whats wrong with me. Issit because im purely stupid or what? I'm just suddenly so tired i dont know why. I know i shouldn't be giving up, i shouldn't be feeling this way. But.. what else more can i do? That everyday routine i was so used to, that daily habit of waking up early. Suddenly, it just seems like nothing more than a mere memory that will never pay off, im just disgusted at the reality of this world.

I'm forced to live this life because of the way the whole world revolves, &yet when i start to get into the state of things, it never works out. &this feeling really sucks. That crashing moment of knowing the result was really heartaching, i was really really really speechless, mind blanked out, &suddenly, my emotions all started coming in.

The continuous effort that doesn't pay off, i'm really very disheartened. It did not happen just once that brought me to this current state of total numbness. The next round, everything just dropped dead on me &i dint even care anymore. Ive disappointed many &i don't think i can ever give them the chance to be proud again.

For now, i guess. Life sucks.Thanks steady for that message though(:

edited/} i dont know why, i suddenly have that urge to stop talking. &some are saying i seem easily irritable nowsdays. i guess, maybe they are right, i am.
everytime i think about it, i feel like crying, but what more can i do but blame myself.

alright, i don't really have the mood now, in fact i feel like closing down my whole blog lol. I'm tired&exhausted, drained out&fed up. Reasons are too many to mention &im feeling really mixed up now. I'm annoyed at the fact that thr's school tomorrow. &im even more irritated that i have to start studying soon. SCREW AHS.

Stupid system of not allowing us any rest at all, even if it is, its just 2 days or slightly more, how much do you think thats enough for us. but ohwells, forget it.

Out today with the rest watching Get Smart. It was really good because i was able to laugh properly even though our humour was really kinda erms....
Particular point of time: the whole cinema consisted only of the 5 of our laughter &we were kinda shocked cos we thought the joke was rather funny, damned. Only goes to show that we are really deproving in our humour.

&i hope i can really get back into my mood of studying after this short break, because i really am afraid that once i stop, everything's gone.

i hate tomorrow, dislike tomorrow, abhore tomorrow & detest tomorrow.
I don't wanna face reality D:

Alright, im of to sleep, at least i posted (: bye.

hi choonpei, don't you think its happy! im updating (: You now no longer have to visit &be reciprocated with nothingness hahaha.

Alright, just a quick update. I shouldn't even be here. But my sister went to switch on the desktop &lo&behold i got attracted like magnet. shucks...just when i thought i had kicked the addiction away :O ohwells, maybe its time for me to start kicking people.

Studying these days are getting so routine. its just like im working-.- Dontcha agree hahaha. Debra's my new dating partner cos im seeing her almost everyday now for studying. 10-7 with 1hour in between for lunch break shitzzzzzzzzz. But its actually alright cos time passes quick in the library. thats the new hangout for me now lol. No more pasirris but tampines library cos it has wondrous tables. &even the airport doesnt appeal to me now D:

okay, quick update nothing much. Studying tomorrow again which means im off to bed in about 4 mins :)

You know what? i kind of like this life that is filled with studying, THOUGH ITS RATHER POINTLESS (:
Bye! :D

P.s the library is really really entertaining at times because they have people that are so amusing. HAHAHA.

changed skin since i dint really have much to do. Yeah, i know some people will ask, i thought your desktop's locked but hey! i have my ways you know muahahaha. Though its more of me trying to stop myself from using the computer that is resulting in me being technologically grounded.

Been doing more studying these few days, though i can't really find companions nowsadays but my best companion shall be myself! muahaha.

My timings for sleeping have become really weird nowsadays, &it sucks to feel tired just when i have gotten into the mood of studying sometimes but whatever :) I think im really beginning to get the hang of this studying thing [:

Today was really bad cos i was thinking i should try studying home since i have never really managed to do so, but seems like it failed me in the end. I really can't do studying at home, it just never seems to be conducive for me. Because of all these square frames present. SHOO BED, SHOO BED, SHOO BED :D

&Student Camp is ongoing now. Sucks to know that i dint manage to go for 4 years. Especially since i was really superbly tempted to go this year ): Thanks to wormy laaaaa,lol. But ohwells, imagine the number of hours i can exchange for studying :D Gosh, thats weird but it seems to be rewarding lol.

"Don't give up at half time. Concentrate on winning the second half." -- Coach Paul "Bear" Bryant
"One important key to success is self-confidence. An important key to self- confidence is preparation." -- Arthur Ashe
"Life's like a boom-a-rang. The more good you throw out, the more you receive in return." -- Josh S. Hinds



Alright, i think i shall stop blogging now. BYE :)

aye, just a post because i haven't touched the computer [forced to anyway] so yup. feels good to be typing again, but not for long.

At least its fun to see people still visiting my blog & stuffs lol. bye AT LEAST ITS A POST HERE MUAHAHAH.
i hate you, you &you.
i love studying yo! :)

bye!

okay, seems like my mother has finally decided to show her power. She has decided to lock up my desktop &here i am now feeling so bloody pathetic cos im secretly using the laptop while my sister is somewhere away ): I was so upset when my mother told me she locked it this afternoon, but ohwells. Maybe... it might be of some good. who knows.

&i thought today was rather nonsensical aiyaaaaaa. boring. &i thought i could go study at 10.45 but seems like the laptop sucked me away instead. So maybe the locking up of the computer wasn't too bad of an idea. But damnit, its till end of this year. I think i'll feel like an idiot who lives in the 19th century by then o.o

Anw, Class bbq was yesterday, was pretty great fun :D Especially the Octopus, Catching blahblahblah games at the playground. But somehow, i thought there was something missing halfway through, darned.

Alright, my sister's chasing me off the laptop now. Seems like i won't be around here much these few times. I think i'll really miss this blog &chatting online. Ohwells, stupid idiotzzz. my DRAMAAAAAAAAA ):

Maybe i'll go study for abit now. Bye blog.

gahhhhh, im so irritated at my bloody drama now. I spent the last 45 mins attempting to load one part &im currently going insane,gosh. Stupid internet, lagging on me now when i am so excited to watch, bollzzzzzzzzz manz.

okay, im bloody annoyed now, damn the stupid internet, damn the stupid desktop. i think i'll have to wait till 11.30 for the shit thing to load ARGHHHHHHHHH. >:( x 1000000 & i just got dc-ed again AHHHHHHHHH IM GOING MAD. stupid thing stupid thing stupid thing, !#$%^&**()
i want to watch my drama la whattheheck. I AM PLANNING TO STUDY TOMORROW BEFORE W HAVE THE DAMN BBQ SO YOU KUKU WEBSITE BETTER WORK NOW

pretty quick update before i go off to catch my drama again (:

Nothing much these days just lessons here &thr, home afterwards to sleep. Night time = study before coming online for another hour or so to catch an episode of drama. damned, i really shouldn't have started on it, but since i've already done it, i'll just use it as my motivation or something.

Oral today was kind of weird, cos i really thought i was having like a friend-friend conversation with JanetKoh. I even laughed--gosh, imagine that. Why would people in the right mind laugh during their oral, but ohwells. Whats done is done, I HATE THE BLOOD SPACE EXPLORATION KUKU TOPIC.

Anw, seems like my drama's uploaded alr, i'm off again (:

Bye!

P.S zhong ji yi jie is coming out in August this year, which means.... IM GOING TO DIE BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO WATCH IT OR NOT WITH THE PRELIMS COMING UP, damnit. Why does it have to be the 08 year when all the good things start coming up >:(

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Anw, out today after doing abit of studying early in the morning &drama. I know its stupid but im getting hooked back on dramas when its the most important month so far, damnitttttt.

Met up at Tampines Mall cos some idiot refused to go ehub initially. Then in the end we popped down to ehub instead, kuku-.- Saw WanLing, HuiLing &Megan :) at Tampines though.

Ehub was eating at Gelare's and the bloody person served me some weird flavour instead of cookie craze or something, cant remember. If i'm gonna get diarrhoea tomorrow, its Gelare's stupid fault. Should have requested for a change, but aiya, siannnn.

Went of to Pastamania's because retards don't seem to know where else to eat after truckloads of suggestions,lol. Saw 4E &beloved laogong meeting for their class picnic :D Headed down to Pasir Ris Beach afterwards.

Dint do much there though, just talked &don't know what i did also but mozzies are idiots because they love biting &now i am scratching everywhere. Left after poking around at 4e's picnic for awhile.

Lessons tomorrow.

Bye :)