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anw, its 1am &im still blogging goodness. I'm afraid to flunk the Geography test tomorrow but i just can't drag myself to study Geography for how long. In fact, i have totally lost my passion for studying ): Hate this feeling again. The feeling of wanting to study but unable to? Drats.

I don't really know whats there to blog about now. My life's super mundane &i have nothing to look forward to at all. The week's filled with tests &i absolutely abhore it. But i guess curriculum time should be rather enjoyable? I don't know.

Alright, i shouldnt be blogging here. I'll go sleep now i think? Provided tomorow's a normal school day, i shouldn't be here. ;D

Randomz:
I like the font Georgia(:

bye!

alright, I SHOULD BE GEOGING. but some people are having video call conversation lol.

&earlier on Kerensa was being super cute. She saw the away from Kerensa thing. &she said CBTK {Come back to Kerensa} LOL. damn funny.

alright, back to studying i think? provided video call ends lol.

bye!

Aye &today might not be such a bad day afterall :D The ending was lovely with the company of vagdaks who was afk (Away From Kerensa) LOL.

School Curriculum was like bollz {as quoted once more,haha}. &i was darned irritated at the after-school hours &stuff. Even though Chinese was like crapshit& English was like O.O i guess the day still passed rather quickly. Afterall, how often does Curriculum time end at 12.30? ;D

CCA was short&lovely for MsPat.Wong's departure.

But halfway through i discovered i forgot to bring my boot bag down to change :S suck or suck-.- so went to around asking for help in opening the classrooms, darn idiotic. Luckily i managed to find Ah Eng in the end. wahahahah, or i'll probably be having dinner with uniform.

Dinner afterthat at Pastamania (:

Really long since the few of us sat down &talked till we had nothing to remind us of our whatever stuffs. Guess we were, as usual, making hell of a lot of noise :D But who cares, its still us anw. Stayed till 9+ before we finally decided to leave. Gosh, really long since we had such fun&laughter(:

LOVED DINNER! :D:D:D:D

alright, its considerably a longer post than normal.
goodbye! (:

today's a really bad day. {Reminded of: Alvin&the Chipmunks lol.} i hate today like crapshitz x10000000000 >:(

Things were really wrong right from the start ; alright exclude the morning Breakfast at ermz jalan whatever sai thing lol. I had to start of with memorising the wrong passage last night &spending my SS memorising a new passage but afterwhich getting caught my Zarinah yuckz.

Then Amaths had to be revealed today when im in an already bad mood D: &afterthat Chem failed to cheer me up either. To top it off, -censored- &stupid remedial had to be under Lim Geok Lian OMGGGGG. that was like the worst part ever. Heard all the stuffs about her&she is absolutely NOT going to help me in my A.Math at all ):

Good thing we are given a Second chance. Past next week's test; HALLELUJAH sayonara. Fail next week's test; Watch my A.Math get screwed up more >:(

Alright, im gonna do the ~!@#$%^ speech now D:

&baozhangbaodao i almost forgot shucks.

oh&sorry Esmond for being so temperamental today hahah.

bye :(

PISSED;

IRRITATED;

FUSTRATED

&DISGUSTED.


i hate&hate&hate&hate.

today was reasonably fast (: not much lessons that were boring. &i really think maths in the morning gives people some awakening,hohoho. MrChan left early for something though ;/ so the rest of the lesson was spent listening to Esmond&GoodGuy talk kok,lol.

Physics lesson was rather fast cos i was having honey stars lol. Esmond changed milo bollz away :B &MrTan donated to BB manz, he was being so funny when he donated. &i was busy persuading him not to buy the donuts lol. {ohohoh! Esmond said something like DO nut DO hahaha, it was super funny. }

English was better today cos no double period or i would have suffocated to death. Even though it was still rather boring cos i really dont get whats MrsLai saying about cause;effect lala nonsense. shucks, this reminds me, im in for remedial-.-

Drill after school while half chionging budget proposal in the Counselling Centre. Stupid hostel's a bloody scammer. okay,maybe i dint hear it clearly lol. YanbingJie showed me this super nice brochure on those really cute muffins&stuffs though ;D nicenice! (:

alright, i forgot to bring my Physics worksheet home, dumb or dumb. Shall study Electricity now! bye :D

school today was kinda boring, nothing much. darned, i never knew how much somebody can yearn for after school hours-.- &Mrs Lai's lesson was one of total trauma. It probably just broke the world's record of the most boring lesson in the whole of my education life. kudos manz. I totally curled up on my chair to sleep for that hour, yuckz.

&geog was damn idiotic, cos Mdm Sim was talking about me all the while&i dint even realise lol. i was busy trying to sneak peak at ahem's paper. Then she said something about changing seats-.- bahhhhhh.

So the rest of the day passed rather insignificantly.

Went for Sec3's self-drill after school &in the end our original plan to study failed us ): Because we really cant put our hearts down to see such things happen? lol.

ohwells, few more weeks to handover. Mixed feelings? Definitely.

byebye ;D

ohohoh, Wilson just said something i liked alottttttttttttt on msn ;D

I love you now like I love you then. wilson. says:
haha i still do believe that after afew more years gb will be one of the niche in ahs.

haahahaha, okay, i am feeling so neutral now.

oh gosh, this is a super funny part of the conver i have with this person,lol.

-name not disclosed- says:
I TRUST YOU MY FRIEND
-name not disclosed- says:
************ is funny, but somehow, like cannot be a chuachi target
-name not disclosed- says:
huachi*
-name not disclosed- says:
LIKE OMG A TALLIE HUACHI TARGET

lol, it just seems so gaoxiao,haahha.alright,goodbye!

ackkkkkk, wasted Sunday ): i hate wanting to study&yet not studying, sucks bollzzzzzzz. {lol, im reminded of milo bollz} duhhhhhhh, nothing seems to be coming out of this 3days of rest. only homework homework homework, grrrr >:(

&tomorrow's Monday again, even worst to know that im supposed to go through another 5more days of school, argh.

&i really cant study at home ): i dont know why why why. At the Airport at least i touch my books&something goes in. When im at home, i touch my books, but I LITERALLY TOUCH THEM-.- sucks. stupid computer, stupid teevee, stupid comics, stupid anything that distracts me from the books, yuckz.

alright, off to 20yanyus. early revision do good to others. i really need some kind of motivation. or rather, some kind of pressure to force me to study. something like people who are already starting to pia for olevls grrrrrrrr. im feeling like some i dont-know-what now,lol.

bye!

its irritating to know im still not studying ): &its even more irritating to know that its just a mere 94days to our mid-years D: crap. i hate having this three minute passion about studying yuck.

i like viewing random stuffs nowsadays. maybe one day, i'll go crazy&save every single picture available in chinhan's. okay, maybe my computer wont have that much space anw-.- dumbbbbbb.

tomorrow's Sunday alr ): it sucks to know that 3days are just going to pass so quickly again. so upset that time is actually passing so quickly. i want fly back to sec3 life manzzz. i dont like the kind of school life im having now. yuckzzz.

things i feel like doing now
1. sleep
2. slack
3. play.

things im forced to do now
1. study
2. homework
3. carry on with life.

heck boring.

gosh, i managed to found this thing when i viewing friendster profiles lol. its damn old already, but ohwells. still really rather amusing :D

today was not productive at all again D: out of the many hours only 2hours were truly useful :/ darned.

dong po rou dong po rou dong po rou. i thought i dint understand Standard Deviation but shucks, it turned out to be much easier then what i understood-.- seems like im complicating my mind way tooooooo much. dooooooooooh.

tomorrow's Saturday! :D it feels like im back in the March Holidays again, darned. &i shall complete my revision for Salts today, by hook or by crook! my chem is seriously 'Godlike' now. how many people can do that 'well' for chemistry. &im suddenly reminded of "we are all in this together~!' {Lol}

oh&cast your peepers over this terrible conversation. i laughed until i was stamping my feet on my ground&clutching my tummy+tears coming out of my eyes.

Me: <--some text missing--> xi1 sheng1 se4 xiang4...
Esmond: what is se4 xiang4?
Hweezy: -.-
Kneh: yarh, what is se4 xiang4?
Esmond: se4 means SICK. xiang4 means like. sick like sick like; like sick like sick?
-----AT THIS POINT OF TIME HWEEZY &ME &KNEH STARTED LAUGHING LIKE NO BLOODY SHIT BUSINESS-------

alright, maybe its not that funny when we read it as such. but the situation then was really superbly absolutely funny till i nearly exploded. now i finally realise this is how people actually decipher words they dont understand lol.

oh& chinhan seems to be rather open now cos people from BB are looking at all the pictures thr. Esmond said he saw our pictures manzzzz! DEBRAPEH WATCH OUT HAHAHAHA. But even so, i still like chip&dale ;D

so cute so cute so cute :D

alright, this post shouldnt even be here, COS I SHOULD FREAKING HELL BE CRACKING MY HEAD OVER QUALITATIVE ANALYSIS.

goodbye! :D

AudreyYao's in a really good mood today hahaha.

darned, 3hours per day not achieved. only managed to hit 1.5hours today ): nevermind. tomorrow better be the day where everything is subbed in hohoho. i like to psycho myself :D

&amaths further trigo today is like bollz right, Esmond? (Lol) My new name's Ava lol, or maybe Grace prefers Danielle? hahahah, nonsense la anyway.

Good Friday! (: It is gonna be good manzzzzz. i like writing &i like stickers ;D

byebyebye!

alright, chant after me.

I LOVE FURTHER TRIGO.
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alright, i think thats enough lol. i typed everything out no ctrl c &v or whatever nonsense hohoho. psycho-ed enough? ;D i got to go meet my buddy now, her name's further trigo (:

oh&my goal is 20 hours a week :D choonpei! i can do it manz! :D :D :D

&btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!

byeeee.

GOSH IM FEELING DAMNIT TIRED NOW&I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM TYPING IN BLOCK LETTERS. SLEEPING AT 2 YESTERDAY REALLY DRAINED ME OUT LIKE NO BUSINESS THANKS TO THE STUPID EDISON CHEN COMPO.

AT LEAST I STAYED IN SCHOOL TO COMPLETE ONE SS ESSAY BEFORE I LEFT SO IM STILL LEFT WITH 1LAST ONE, BOOOOOO.

TOMORROW'S GONNA BE ANOTHER LONG DAY, I'LL BETTER GO POLISH MY BOOTS &SLEEP BEFORE I LOSE ALL MY ENERGY &MY ENTHALPY CHANGE IS PROBABLY GONNA BE NEGATIVE HAHAHA.

OH&TO MRGOODBOY, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, DONT BE SO STRESSED OVER THE THINGYS LA. SMILE SMILE SMILE IF NOT YOU WILL GET MORE PIMPLES HAHAHA.

ALRIGHT, SAYONARA.

gosh, i hate it when i realise that i havent actually done much during this 1week of holidays. &it gets even worst when i realise that i wont do anything much either when school starts. EURGHHHH. sucks.

&my holiday homework dont seem to be making much progress, not a single homework completed, im serious.

grrrrrr, &im wasting my time doing stuffs like erm, BLOGGING OMG. i can seriously like eatshit or something-.- no okay, i dont want to do that, disgusting,lol. right, okay, i should sleep at 12 tonight &do my best to at least complete my ZUOWEN? omg-.- what a failure.

its 10.46pm, mark my words, i will most definitely do like 1&1/3 pages of zuowen then give up, SHIT. why do i have to be so predictable-.- &im damn pissed of with myself for being such a sucker at chem.

gosh, whatever whatever whatever.


cute ;D

byebyebyebye

Sentosa Outing:

dont have much of the photos, just a few &yup its still pretty pretty ;D anw, met up late with the girls at Tanah Merah :O vc couldnt go ): anw, we never forgot her throughout the trip so yeah(: went shopping at Vivo's Supermarket first for the titbits&stuffs. i cant believe we were fighting over what to buy thr lol. Kerensa was superbly adamant on getting a particular flavour blahblah.


went over to Sentosa afterwhich &walked to Siloso's. sat around first cos nothing much hahahah. then we got Amelia into the sea after 3-4 failed attempts, poor girl but too bad ahhaa.

Afterthat we sat about again before Grace finally got the courage to complete her dare hohoho. Had loads of fun afterwhich with the BLUEBALL :D played soccer, monkey, volleyball blah. But soccer was indeed the most energy draining, being idiots running around Sentosa screaming at the top of our voices but we really enjoyed it loads :D :D :D
Couldnt take it afterthat so sat around &camwhored again hahaha.



Had dinner at Subway afterthat&bloody freezing cold. Bus-ed back to the main stop &saw a really really pretty place for photos :D this photo was really pretty just that we are rather invisible hahaha.

anw, home afterthat. it might seem as though we dint do nothing much but ohwells really really cheered me up than ;D even going home was rather nice cos i dont know i think i thought alot on the way home? (:

Tuesday's cip at library was murderous, literally murderous. the first 3 hours were seemingly alright. The last hour really killed me. Grace&me were shelving books like mad idiots before Debra joined in too. Gosh, it really was damn tiring &boring. At least i cleared 7 hours already :O i wonder how im gonna do the last 8 hours omg.

Recruit Hike:

i guess there was nothing much. or rather logistical stuffs mainly. the only thing that was more fun for me would be the night walk lol. Afterall, we were part of the people involved in the 'action'? hahaha. The starting part was kinda boring until kahwee&i went up to the gallery to do scaring stuffs,lol. Stayed in the dark for around 2 hours without even realising that time was passing so fast hahaha.

Next day was not much for me at least.

anw, went home &slept all the way from 3pm till today 11am, zzzzz. 20 hours but i think its not enough. i wonder what time i'll sleep tonight.

&a really random picture hohoho.

i really really miss Sec3 life.

i hate the o levels for being on my birthday, &the worst thing is, im revolving around numbers than shucks.

goodbye.

had loads of fun today in Sentosa. But i'll do a more detailed update soon when i have the piccas &when its not that late at night hahahah. im still awake at 1plus nowsadays,this is getting bad lol.

but at least i can blog when im in bed,&its a plus since i can minimise travelling time. now i found out the reason why my desktop couldnt work, angry with the machine for nothing,childish la duh.

i hope library duty tomorrow is gonna be better then saturday (:

&i hope i will be able to watch L change the world on Friday night even though i said i would like damnit long ago hahaha.

caught Juno online, even though its bad to do piracy &blahblah stuffs lol. its still a great show i think ;D i hope Step Up 2 would be great too (: afterall tyler&nora were absolutely charming in Step Up :D :D :D

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better now after the day i guess, i like the feeling of being able to blog freely. typing on the tablet is definitely more intriguing.

bye!

beautiful peekture ;D

lovely i suddenly love typing alot hahahha. anyway i think im having rather mixed feelings now D: i dont know dont know again,shucks. i need to cure this sucky feeling of emptyness :/

anw, im rather excited for tomorrow's Sentosa outing with the 7gudes :D i hope i have loads&tons&millions of fun plus crap &blahblah whatever nonsense :D :D :D

&to think a moment ago i was just being pissed of with my computer for dying on my because the internet connection went mad o.O luckily thrs the laptop &another computer to back up the connection hahahha.

dinner out earlier on with my family again as usual &walked around after with my sister.

i had this really weird moodswing along the way, i just kept quiet all the while when my sister was practically going mad. She even started taking videos for no reason, mad person. i guess im still in my bad&upset mood. whateverrrrrrrr.

I NEED TO SMILEEEEE :D

i hope tomorrow will be the day which brings me my smiles (:

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even though i know, i believe that i will be strong

&those pearls were definitely not for nothing

for my faith shall as from now be undying.

library duty today with grace! (: i hate those kids who mess up the books after packing&even though its a mere 3hours i felt like i was cooped up in jail,lol. &im actually going to do 4 more hours on tuesday :O <--i dont think this face looks like me btw hahahah.

but i guess community involvement programme really isnt called community involvement programme for nothing :/ rawrrrrrrr, i hope tuesday's gonna pass time easier.

okay, my sister just switch phones with me, idiot lol. so im stuck with it till tomorrow -.- it feels weird to see a samsung in front of me,ohwells.

&i thought the previous post seemed so not me gosh.
so i shall be


alright, back to mugging for the day since i actually havent done much today except read tkam weird which is not even considered mugging.

bye.

what might still hold a place of comfort.

yes the holidays are finally here, but honestly one week, i really wonder. maybe, things might Improve or wells, maybe not.

Friday today nothing much. Basically Friday's always a slack day cos thrs so little lessons&half the time the lessons are more of to slack alright whatever. &im really hating school like crap.

no idea whatsit like to be in my shoes i think. i really hate school. ive talked before about it but i guess it really doesnt seem to have any sort of help at all. in fact, right now its getting worst because im just cramped in the middle with nothing. i really hate this kind of feeling but whatsmore is there to be for me. im dreading handover&yet hoping for it to come. i dont know, contradicting. i guess that place really holds more then what i thought it does. everyday in school now is mental torture because its really hateful. seeing things happen just sucks. oh right, whatever.

stop sliding me in between like im some kind of joke
sucks.

i cant even rant in my blog because it would be way too unbecoming.

anw, went to study after school today at the school library with hweehwee(Lol) i think studying's really not my thing, rawrrrr. but im determined to make sure i'll make it into a good school, i cant wait to leave ahs.

watched The Leap Years afterthat at tampines mall. Amazing actress man&really really touching,lol. &halfway through i thought the way WongLilin was running was funny, okay-.- im going cranky&weird.


i want to be joyful, i want to be happy, but whats there for me to be happy&joyful about. i really dont know dont know dont know. you know what, life is a drag.
&something really helpful i learnt in the movie.

"three words that sums up what my life is about: it goes on."

i know its 2 days late but sorryyyyyyyy ):
&so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIATANMEIYA YOYOYO :D sweeeeeeeeeet sixteen alr my dear girl (:


thanks for the many many many laughters you have brought to vagdaks be it through your chidunness or your blurness ;D you know we love you a million&billion&zillion&gazillion!

i hope you love the vagdaks drive(: it was really rather fun doing it i think even if we had to overcome things like the floooooooood hahahah. &i had to have that disgusting encounter of loyang point's fishball noodles. its worth it dont you think? ;)

&really a hundred apologies for not spending that sacred day with you yeah but i still stand by the fact that vagdaks love you xoxo<3 even for the little number of pictures i take with you,hahaha.


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then so be it;

start waking up audreyyao, dreamland dont belong to you anymore. in fact you know what? it hates you fullstop

bye.

so after all that you have put in people think theres none.
at least i know that i have not done something against my conscience.

right, im going back to physics i dont care whatever is happening now because o levels are really coming onto me whatever.

&my cousin sent me this email regarding scienceVSGod &i guess it really makes sense.
Evil is merely the absence of God

one day this would come true.

goodbye.