aih, im feeling depressed now.
its like maybe i dont even belong in this particular place.
you just make me feel like im a total extra.
talk about being true friends.
you really just make me want to wonder.
&its just so disappointing.
much more so when i see it coming from you.


completed one of my chinese homework again.
that leaves quite a fair bit still.
but wells, im done for anyway.
drill tomorrow.
maybe i should just catch a wink&forget about things.


seeing you there for a moment or two is enough to make me happy for eternity.