pretty abstract :D a feeling of hope

dint update for a number of days for a couple of reasons i guess. Too many mixed emotions to be expressed &i'll probably take a few hours trying to explain my every emotion thats going through my minds nowsadays.

POP's over. minor screwups here there. feeling of real relieve when i was saluting Pearlyna i don't know why. True enough, its mental stress that would undergo someone of such position. I guessed ive undergone too much of it that im already numb. Just hoping that Pearlyna's gonna do a better job (:

Lessons are getting murderous cos i can hardly go pass a day without feeling exhausted or tired. I dread attempting to pull my eyelids apart when im really tired &yet, i know i have to do so. Maybe POP's not that good afterall cos right now theres no more reason for me to slack a little more.

Anw, Sakae's outing was pushed forward to today! :D

Ate plates&plates but i guess it wasn't filling after i reached home cos i actually realised i was kind of hungry afterthat-.- Sakae's was funny though. Debra's uncontrollable arms, Sheena&Seemui's slow anticipation for the food to go pass on the conveyor belt &Bella's constant ordering of Sushi on the computer lol.

Talked a little &i think i should be motivated to study more, afterall pop's over. CCA's no longer another reason. &i should be doing myself a favour.

Skipped dinner tonight &used the time to sleep. 2 hours :D I seldom even have afternoon naps nowsays.

Alright, Qualitative Analysis is still left drifting afloat. i need to make sure i have full grasp of it!

Goodbye! ;D