green tree with a star.

today so normal, feel like im better waaaaaaaaaay better :) loves.
i like ben&jerry's chocolate macademia with nuts piled up with loads of love (or blood &sweat lolol) from my friends hehheh, thaaaaaaaaaaankyou again~! :B

though today started off on a wrong note, vvvvvvvvvv wrong. but then, i love my parents for being so sensitive, for loving me the way i am, for accepting me no matter how unreasonable i can get. (L) i'll get rid off all those unhappiness &move back to be my cheerful self, because i've found out how many amazing friends i have :]
i acty wanted to do a thankyou post to every single person who helped me in one way or another, but omg that's gonna be so long o.o

meanwhile, i hope granny's gonna be okay. that she'll be strong, that she'll face whatever comes along. she seemed in so much pain today.. D: but then i think i seemed to have failed as a grandchild. cancer's such a scary thing :/

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tomorrow shall go shop, then can be happy :D
sunday go watch movie, talk to friends even happier. i like my life now :}

christmas this year seems so different, so stale so weird. i've never had a more still christmas.