Somehow i kinda want to return to countdown party, it feels like thr's so much lesser things to think, to worry, to ponder about. But then again, i want time to fast forward too, weird.
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I headed down to tamp library today w zhiming &we created some shit "on" club crapz. I was laughing so hard, i cried la omgz. &Thr was this pervert that was watching porn in the library lol. &He was shouting vulgarities to scare people away hhahhaa, damn joke. The cleaner even more joke, she was like telling people to be careful but she was cursing away.
Havent been to the library for so long, it feels kinda nice 8) &thanks junh for coming down to help w my maths :D
Zhiming was whining like mad about being 20, every few seconds one f word came out.
Then it striked me quite badly, i'll be 18 this year, & i still look like im 14 lol. fail.
anw the thing is, i've gone through a whopping 18years of my life, half the time i probably dint even know what i was doing. &then this year, i'll be taking that exam which'll determine my footpath in the future, come to think of it, that's hell damn scary.
Idw to screw up this major exam because that'll mean another screwed major exam i've taken, besides O's. But, im afraid i'll take the step i took 2years ago during O's. i remember how dejected that period i was, how absurd it was for me to cry for the first 2-3 weeks of tpjc life. Idw to shift back into that shadow once more, so yes i really have to start working on my academics. No more time for affairs of the heart, just pure A's. That'll be my boyf for this year :)
Then after A's i'll start partying :D omggggggz, 8 months of pure partyinggggggg! caaaant wait!:B
okay, enough of the reflecting. i feel like sleeping :(
tomorrow i'll be hitting the books at Cathay :B [but i think i'll end up having my sinful dessert at plaza's D: come onnnnn, the dessert's (Y) heh.]
i'll go check out a few more vids on wedding dress, i seriously feel like learning the dance omg.
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